Shanes POV
'sh- shane? what happened?' ryland asked, as he kneeled down next to me.
i just couldnt stop sobbing.
i look so pathetic, laying on the cement tiles, a small kid kneeling by a fat kid sobbing.
fucking hell
"wha,, who did this??"
myself
"whos hurting you?"
me
"s,, shane! look at me!"
i lifted my head from my hands and gave him a small glance, still sobbing pathetically.
he look at me dead in the eyes.
he looked like he was on the verge of crying too, honestly.
"who did this?"
i threw my head back into my hands.
he really is that pure.
that happy.
god dammit
i really dont want to ruin him
why is this happening
all of it
my dad
my mom
me
why me?
i dont know when, or if it was from the loss of blood or being overwhelmed, but at some point i blacked out.
peace never lasts long
i woke up in a small room.
a really small room.
wait
its shaking?
im shaking.
the whole room is shaking.
this empty room and i.
violently shaking.
as i focused on it more, i started to hear it.
rattling noises
like chimes and bells.
but its really loud
oh god its really loud.
its not stopping.
its like a constant scream.
i bring my hands up to cover my ears
or, try.
something is holding my hands down.
i try to focus in on what i see, and not the screaming noise around me.
i focus on my arms.
i keep trying to bring them up to my face.
once again, trying
something is gripping me at the wrist.
its,,
a belt?
im tied to the bed?
the bed has,, handles?
theres poles on both sides of this bed.
and im strapped to it.
i try to sit up, but i get pulled back down on my chest.
im completely tied down.
what the hell??
after struggling, and finding that my legs are tied down too, i try to focus on the rooms around me.
theres, glass boxes?
no, clear cabinets.
and theres,, a blanket in it?
i look in the one next to it.
gloves. plastic blue gloves.
next, wires? i cant tell.
i look to my right, seeing more clear cabinets against the ceiling.
masks, tubes, and needles.
i look down at my feet.
doors.
oh my god
im a dumbass.
its an ambulance.
im in a fucking ambulance.
i try to turn my head to see whos driving, but to no avail.
instead, i see a man, sitting right above my head.
he looks at me, almost glaring, then looks toward the driver.
"hes awake"
suddenly i feel arms around me.
hugging me.
well, kind of. im still strapped to the fucking bed. but they try.
theyre hugging me hard. i try to look at their face but they have it buried into my chest.
i feel them smile against my chest
"shane!"
a/n
akkskakaka im so sorry i know i havent updated in a while and ik its short i have no excuse lmfaooaoa
