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FORTY TWO

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REAL LIFE
two weeks later
afternoon
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LILO BROWN

__"Finally you're here." I pulled him into the house and kissed his lips. "I missed you."

"Lilo it's been a day. I literally saw you yesterday at the studio." He chuckled as we walked to the couch and sat down.

I shrugged. "Yeah but it's been awhile since i've been in your arms." I said grabbing the remote and snuggling into him.

"What we going to watch babygirl?" he kissed my forehead.

"Uh i don't know. Maybe beyond scared straight." i looked at him and he nodded agreeing. I turned it on and rested on his chest with my legs up on the couch.

I was in deep thought as the show played. I love Zion and there could've been so many times we could've just been together. We wouldn't have suffered months if i just kissed him that night at my front door. He tried and i kept backing out. Or at the party we're i left him.. I left him and end up coming back anyways. I just love running don't i.

"Zion?"

"yes."

"how come this took so long for us to just be together?" I asked as i bite my nail as i wait for him to answer.

He chuckled and took my hand out my mouth. "We only knew each other for less than a week." I laughed at his statement. "But i did fall pretty fast. I wish i just understood earlier you know."

"I wish i wasn't such a pussy and opened up to you. That day we went to eat pizza and you took me home i should've kissed you but i cowered out."

I sat up and rested my head on his shoulder. "It's okay you were shy and i shouldn't have just did what i did to you." he said bring my body closer to him still looking at the tv.

"The party i- i should've stayed with you and we could've been together sooner." after i said that he looked at me.

He shifted his body to look at me and i say my head up to face him. "Lilo that wasn't your fault i'm glad you left because i think if you didn't you'd be even more hurt." He grabbed my hand and started playing with my fingers. "Why are you bring this up anyways?"

"Because i still feel like all of it was my fault."

"But it wasn't you know that?"

I nodded slowly. "sometimes i still think i'm not enough. you know enough for you. you will be leaving for tour soon and i'm just going to be that girl in LA."

"You will never just be that girl in LA you will be my girlfriend in LA. And don't ever say that about yourself i don't need anyone else but you, to be honest i'm not enough for you." He looked at me in my eyes.

I sighed. "Not enough for me?"

"Yeah. All those times i hurt you and you are still here you deserve better than me, lilo."

I laid in his lap and looked up at him. "Everything you said to me at the party is it true."

"What are you talking about?" he rested his hands in my hair.