Before // A Ben Hardy fanfiction

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Caitlyn's POV

I woke to the smell of Bacon and Eggs coming from the kitchen. I looked at my phone to see more messages from Ben. He literally worried sick about me, but why? I left alone almost 2 years ago. Maybe I should just call him 

"Hello?" 

"Ben, Hi! Did I wake you up?" 

"No, I have been awake, How are you?"

"Ben, I'm fine! you need to stop worrying about me!"

"Caity, I'm so sorry I wasn't there to pick you up, Charlotte didn't let me leave"

"It's ok Ben, I'm safe now and Or course! Charlotte is your girlfriend and i dont think she would want you to go save other girls" 

"Charlotte is just very overprotective let's just say, but she is so annoying" Ben and I let out a laugh 

"Listen, Ben, I better be going, I'll see you tomorrow during class?"

"Of course, goodbye Caity"

"Bye Ben"

"Caity wait!"

"Yes?"

"If you need anything ever, I'm just a phone call away"

"Thank you, Ben,"

"Ok now you can leave" 

"Ok, Bye Ben!"

"Bye Princess"

Did he just call me princess? wow, I never knew how much I missed him calling me that.

I Put my phone on my chest and took a big deep breath before getting out of bed and making my way downstairs

"You're finally awake! Good morning"

"Good morning Gen, Rami" 

"Morning"

"Hey I made breakfast"

I sat at the table next opposite to Rami and Gen brought a huge plate of food out for Rami and I 

"Your not eating love?" Rami asks Gen 

"I am, My plates in the kitchen, I'll be back" she kissed his cheek and walked back into the kitchen and quickly came out again with her food 

I was feeling so hungry but my mind kept repeating kade's words "Your just a fat slut" Over and over in my head, I couldn't eat. just looking at it made me feel sick

"Caity?"

"Yeah?"

"Why aren't are you eating?"

"I dont feel well, I'm just going back to bed"

"Ok, then"

I got up from the table and went back to my room falling onto my bed, Tears rolling down my face. what was wrong with me?

I am absolutely miserable. It's so weird of how just a few words can affect me so deeply 

I need to go out and clear my mind. I quickly get changed into something nice and go downstairs 

"Caity where are you going?" Asked Gen 

"I'm off to the pub"

"Caity, it's too early for the pub!"

"I dont care right now, I'm going"

I opened the door but Gen grabbed my hand and I suddenly felt like it was last nights events happen again. I quickly pull my hand away from Gen 

"Don't touch me, Gen!" I started crying 

"Caity, what is wrong with you?" 

"Nothing, ok!"

"I dont believe you"

"Don't worry about me Gen"

"If you say so, But if there is anything that is bothering you, you can talk to me, I will always be there" 

"Thank you, Gen,"

She smiled at me and I left slamming the door and getting into my car.