Before // A Ben Hardy fanfiction

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Caitlyn's POV

"Caity?" I felt a voice near me waking me up from my sleep 

"Caity?" I felt a hand touch my shoulder as my eye's flutter open 

"Gen?" 

"Caity! Thank God I thought you fainted" She said putting her hand to her chest and taking a deep breath 

"Where's Ben?" I asked standing up from leaning against the fence 

"Still at the party, He was about to leave but that bitch Charlotte pulled him away... so sorry to disappoint you but Rami and I are taking you home" 

"It's Ok Gen, I called you first but u didn't answer" 

"That's probably because Rami and I were... You know I'm not going to finish that sentence. Now come on your freezing" Gen said as she dragged me to the car 

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"Do you wanna talk about it Caity?" Gen asked coming into my room 

"Not, tonight Gen, I dont feel well and my brain is spinning" 

"Thats fine... Do you need anything? I can send Rami to go out and get something?" 

"Gen, Dont worry about me, I'm going to bed now and then maybe i will feel better tomorrow" 

"Ok well, Goodnight then... But seriously you will wake me up if you need anything or text me" 

"Yeah yeah, I will" 

"You always say that but never do it and then tell me the next day you didn't sleep" 

I took the pillow and threw it a her 

"Hurry up and Get out, I'm sure Rami is waiting for you" 

"Ok! I'm going! Goodnight!" 

"Goodnight Gen!" 

Gen closed the door softly and I started getting changed. I looked at myself in the mirror. is it true? Am I fat? I stood on my side and looked at myself. I'm letting his words get to my head. 

"Come on Caity He didn't mean it! you're not fat... Am I?" 

I sighed and got into bed and pulled the cover up to my chin. I turn my phone on and I see 30 messages from Ben trying to Apologise to me and asking if I'm ok. but I'm too stuffed to text him back. Maybe tomorrow.