Life sucks, because I have many reasons for it to suck
Each of which seem to just make life so unbearable
Life sucks, because I have to get up so early in the morning
Even though I know it is normal and my duty to do so
Life sucks, because there is so many people in the train each morning
Even though they are just trying to live their life and do me no harm
Life sucks, because I work in a job that doesn’t make me happy
Even though I had the choice to make and still went with it
Life sucks, because I go to a school that makes me sick to my stomach
Even though all the teachers are nice, and everyone accepts me
Life sucks, because I am alone no matter where I go
Even though it was me that sent my friends away
Life sucks, because I can’t remember the last time, I have earnestly laughed
Even though it is me that chooses to stay shut down in my room each day
Life sucks, because I never leave the house, only to work or go to school
Even though I know it is my own fault for being like this
Life sucks, because I can’t help but want to cry no matter what time or day it is
Even though my life isn’t all that bad and I have no reason to feel like that
Life sucks, because I can’t leave the house without wearing a binder
Even though no one actually forces me to wear one
Life sucks, because I can’t buy clothes online in the store
Even though I could just send them back if they don’t fit me
Life sucks, because there is no shop that sells my shoe size in the male section
Even though I could just buy manly looking shoes from the female section
Life sucks, because my hair looks messy and awful no matter what I do
Even though I never even take the time to style it in the morning
Life sucks, because I still have to wait so long for my top surgery
Even though my insurance pays for it and I don’t need a gender therapists’ agreement
Life sucks, because I can’t ever tell people how I feel
Even though I had multiple chances and never took them
Life sucks, because people don’t understand me
Even though I never tried to explain it to them
Life sucks, because people don’t care about me
Even though it is me pushing them away
Life sucks, because life just sucks
Even though I know that that’s not true
Life sucks, because I just make it suck
Because I just complain without fixing it
Because I give up without trying
Because I don’t care anymore
Life doesn’t suck, because there is still so much that makes it liveable
Even though I don’t see that part of life often...
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Originally posted on LGBT+ Amino:
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