Shawn Mendes Interracial Imagines(request open forever ; P)

update tomorrow(promise)

soooooo, my great grandfather passed away monday, and his funeral was today, on a saturday of march 30 2019. honestly we were never too close but it still hurt to know i'll never speak to him again in this life. now i am baptist and i believe that we will meet again in heaven, along with my other loved ones who have unfortunately passed away too. i won't get into the details on how he died, but he lived a very long life of 83 years, married to my still alive great grand mother FOR 62 YEARS. now i've heard of people being married for 25 and 30 years but never 62. and i think the sad thing is i found that out by reading the obituary. so obviously we're not close, and i wish i had spent more time with him. but by us living in two different parts of louisiana it's hard to visit regularly. i wish i would have at least called though. because that tuesday morning when i was getting ready for school my mom walked in my room with the most pitiful look on her face and asked me "if i tell u some bad news would it ruin your day?" i shook my head nonchalantly. then she dropped the news and i was shook to the core.

now none of this will affect my poor writing schedule, i'll still update tomorrow like i promised on snapchat.

i just wanted to update my readers on what happened this past week. it was very long and rough but i trust that god will handle it. i've dealt with deaths in the family plenty of times. so i know in time i will heal. and i will cherish the few memories i've had with him, and try my best to create as many as i can with my grandma, before god calls her beautiful self home as well😭❤️

excuse the typos, i'm super tired and i just got home from baton rouge like an hour ago, i ate on the way home and took s shower before even unpacking. so yeah i'm pooped😂 i love u~A🌙🥀