feelings fade

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when will i be good enough? everyday they

point out all of my flaws, but i never once

pointed out theirs.

i used to be able to walk into a room with

confidence. now i'm just a broken girl with

broken dreams. except those dreams are the

only thing that keep me going. they've taken

everything away from me, but i won't let them

take that.

i felt the pain. so deep in my soul that it ached.

it fucking hurt. i cut too deep. she told me to

stop, so i did. i had nothing left. to mask my

pain.

i punched myself. it bruised. people could see

the pain. they see the fucking pain and don't do

anything except make it worse.

i look like a mess. everything's ruined. i'm

ruined. and nothing can fix me.

au: hey guys! i guess i'm just gonna keep updating you on my life.