feelings fade

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i was only just turned 13 when i started getting

symptoms of depression and anxiety. you used

to be able to see the light in my eyes. now

they're just a clouded mix of blue and green.

it's like you could see the million thoughts

going through my mind just by looking at me.

i'm way too young to be this hurt. i let a mental

illness take over my childhood.

i just wish i knew what i am supposed to be

doing. i feel so lost. almost as if i have no

purpose. actually, that's exactly it.

i have nothing left to live for.

absolutely nothing.