feelings fade

0.9

maybe
things do happen for a reason
just when i thought
it was time to give up
she came along.
i remember it
like the back of my hand
we have big dreams
and we want to live them out together
they say that you have to love yourself
first
before you
love someone else
but that is not true
because her
oh
i loved her so much
that i forgot what hating myself was like
but some things
don't last long
because she made me feel again
and the
emotions
came pouring back
           in.

ñûmb wasn't an option anymore

a/u ||| this is dedicated to my bestfriend sam. she saved me when i was at a horrible point and my life and i don't know how i'll ever repay her. ilysm bubby <3