Help Me Save Me!!!

Fake

Fake people, fake laughs, fake friends, fake hugs, fake cries, fake family, fake love fake life, fake faces, everything fake just like plastic. I swear I really miss the old me this world so fake, I even feel it coming down on me. Fake smiles, oh that's my favorite. A smile can tell a lot in a good way, it hides a lot too. its like being at home with your family its pretty simple just...

Smile

Laugh

If they ask just say everything is ok..

When you feel like your going to cry or get angry just put on a smile

If they say a joke and your down just laugh

When you feel all alone, broken or weak just say ok it works every time.

If you keep this up I wont seem so fake anymore because it will feel natural. Fake people are horrible, if you don't like simply just tell me if you do not like my presence even though I'm invisible, then go else where not my problem because I really don't care what you do. At the end of the day I'm going to do me.

Say all you want about me talk to your friends whoever I still don't care make jokes, talk negative, just don't come in my presence acting like a saint because you ain't no saint, you're a dusty snake. Some parts of you might be attractive.. oh but I don't trust that horrible soul you have, disgusting and unbearable to even peek at you.

You can be the most breath taking view but your personality and things you do will reflect on who you are. Fake love, oh boy, I really don't get it, you crushed on me, begged to have me, you won the prize. You played with your prize and eventually you got bored of your prize and dropped your old prize for a new one, but I guess that's life everything is temporary and never permanent.

Wasted my time and I'm left alone looking stupid, played me like a PS4 hurt me like mortal kombat and killed me like call of duty. You basically dropped a diamond for a stone. Welp, I wont hold a grudge because that's just petty ill just let karma do her thing you will hurt like I did but 10x worst.

Whoever hurt me or made me feel worthless, lowered myself esteem, bullied me or made me feel like I wasn't enough. Thank you because I know that I AM ENOUGH! and someone out there in the world will appreciate me for me and will be interested or distracted by the things that made me the way I am today.