It was about midnight on the dot , I was snuggled up by lou . I don't know why but we always did this when we were watching movies . I was warmed up by his warmth , his arm was secured tightly around my shoulders . While my head was buried deep into his chest . We were all watching Jack and Jill . I have seen that movie like 101 times . Nothing new , my favorite part is in the beginning when all those twins are talking to you . Once that was over i felt my eyes slowly drooping , that was until the body under me jumped up . UGH ! " Lets play truth or dare "
" Whatever floats your boat lou "
" I will start the game off " Louis said quietly as we gathered in a circle . On my left side was Niall on my right was Louis .
" Niall truth or dare " Louis spoke wickedly
" Knowing you I will go with dare "
" I dare you to call who you like "
" Okay " He piped up .
" Ello , Demi yeah i really like you "
" Really " We only heard his side of the conversation . So, it was hard to tell what was going on .
" Oh , okay yeah i will talk to you later " He sounded disappointed .
" She has a boyfriend "
" AWWW , come here Niall " I walked over to Niall and engulfed him in a huge hug . He smelt of Cinnamon which is my favorite .
" You smell good " i said nonchalantly
" Thank you I work hard to smell good "
I soon was laughing , while i was still in his arms .I saw Harry tense up what is that all about ??
" Harry truth or dare ?" he quizzed
" Dare "
" I dare you too switch a article of clothing with Liam " he confidently stated .They both took there shirt off and i could not help but stare at their abs . Louis caught me staring because he soon coughed .
" Boys go to the bathroom and do it " he wailed . Once they were down it was Harry's turn .
" Beth truth or dare ?" he interrogated
" Oh sh*t " I mumbled hoping no one could here me .
" Dare " I answered .
" I dare you to go skinny dipping in the pool " He sated with a cheeky grin on his face
" WHAT ?!?! "
" You heard me "
Lois thought this was funny . Oh thanks Lou ! I slipped into the cold London air , smelling of tea and coffee . I stood at the edge of the pool , staring intently into the water . I slowly slipped og my shorts , and my shirt . I felt insecure as i slipped off my undergarments . I soon felt the rush of cold water across my body . The boys and when i say the boys i mean harry . He whistled and that is when i did the most unlady like thing i have ever did . I said F U in sign language . As i slipped back on my clothes . I ran into my house because I swear my arms were about to fall off . I saw 5 pairs of eyes on me . " hi " I felt really insecure standing there . " You have a nice body Beth " Harry said cheekily and winked at me i blushed madly . GREAT !!
" I think it is time for you to go to bed " lou commanded . I did as i was told i walked up to hug louis .
" Goodnight Boobear I love you "
" Goodnight Beth I love you too " I walked over to hug the other boys . " Goodnight boys "
" Goodnight Beth " they all said at the same time . Wow that was awesome . I strutted up to my room carefully walking up the stairs . You do not know how many times i have fallen going up the stairs . As soon I entered my room I pulled my Hot Pink duvet up . I was almost asleep then i heard someone enter my room . They pulled my duvet up and layed down beside me . I turned around to see the one and only BooBear staring at me . I cuddled into his chest as he wrapped his arms around me . I slowly drifted off to sleep in my brothers arms .
My eyes fluttered open , the sun glaring through the curtains . I looked around to see Louis gone . I slipped out of bed into the hallway and down the stairs . To smell the most amazing smell ever . PANCAKES !!! " PANCAKES " I screeched as i ran into the kitchen . To see my mom cooking , Louis and the boys talking amongst themselves , and Lottie , fizzy , and the twins watching Scooby Doo .
" Scooby Doo " I soon as i said that everyone was staring at me . " What cant a girl like Scoby Doo ? " i questioned . " You remind me so much of louis . "
" I get that alot "
*KNOCK KNOCK * I forgot it was Sunday . Every Sunday my best friend Sabra came for breakfast . Sabra is a pretty child . She had her hair cut in a bob with layers . It looked really good with her dirty blonde hair . You could have guessed it but she has blue eyes . She was always there for me and vise versa . She was lke family , got along with everybody . When we get together all hell brakes loose . We are loud , crazy,screaming girls . We have so much fun together . I walked up to the door .
" Hey Sabra "
" Hey Vas ' Happinen ? " She was a huge directioner . She was very calm around louis though .
" Louis is home " i practically screamed
" When did he get back ?" she quizzed
" Yesterday morning dont scream but the boys are here too " She stood ther dumbfounded . We slowly krept down the hall , dragging her along with me . Everyone was at the table . Me and Sabra tookn are usual seats at the end of the table . I happened to notice Niall could keep his eyes off her , with his mout opened a slight bit . I could not help I had to do it .
" Close your mouth you will catch flys ." He satrted blushung I just smirked knowing what I had acomplished . I jumped slightly when Harrys phone went off .
" Its Harrys girlfriend " louis bugged him .
" Shutup "
My heart sank i dont know why though . " My i be exscused "
" Sure sweetie "
I walked up stairs Sabra following close behind . I have never felt that before and i think it was jelousy . I went upistairs to call my boyfriend named Logan . Yes , I have a boyfriend . The only people who know is Lottie and Sabra . I could trust them with anything . Dont get me wrong i tell Louis everything , but not this . He would go all protective brither on him . I flipped through my contacts until i found LOGAN <3 . I clicked on it .
RING , RING , RING . Finally he answered
" Hey sweetie pie , whats up ? "
" Nothing i just need to hear your voice , thats all "
" Beth come to my place , we need to talk ".
" Okay bye "
" bye "
" What did he say ?"
" That we needed to talk "
" Okay calm down maybe it is something romantic "
" I doubt it " I felt tears forming in my eyes . I walked down stairs to the livivng area were everyone was .
" Hey Lottie , can I talk to you "
" Sure "
" Logan said he needed to talk to me what does that mean "
"Well it could meen alot of things . Just go ther and see "
" Will you cover for me "
" Of course "
I walked over to his house which was fairly close . His was so much bigger than ours . His parents work for Universaal and direct some of there biggest movies . It is really cool , as i walked up his nice little walk way . I feel tears forming on my eyes . I was terrified what we were going to talk about . Too late now to turn back *KNOCK KNOCK*
( A/N ) HEY GUYS I SPENT ALL NIGHT ON THIS UPDATE AND I HOPE YOU LIKE IT . THIS IS MY FIREST ONE SO IF YOU HAVE ANY ADVICE I WOULD APPRICIATE IT . I LOVE YOU <3 PLEASE PLEASE READ !!!! - LOVE BETH
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