I love you but I shouldnt

Landing

      I clutched on to Harrys hand for one he wouldnt let go and two I dont know . The plane was descending from the sky . I hated this part , because your ears popped or at least mine did . Harry breathed in and out , in and out . I felt the jolt beneath us as the plane was now on the ground .

" We have now landed " The flight attendent yelled down the aisles . Good that was the worst and best  flight ever .

  -- Flashback --

    This was the 50th time I think Harry started breathing really heavy . I kept telling him everything was going to be fine , but being the stubborn boy he is . He did not listen to me one bit . His hands once agian started shaking  . I grabbed his hand , and he held it tightly . Louis did not make anything better he kept running up and down the aisles . Niall ordered everything on the plane . Zayn was asleep ... not a suprize ! Liam was well Liam was .... Come to think of it I had not seen him yet . I slowly got up and walked down the rows , dogding Louis . Liam was in the last seat sitting alone . I took the empty seat next to him . He just continued to stare out the window like I wasnt there .

" Hello " I waved my hand infront of his face . He turned his face staring into me . I felt as if he could see right through me . Well, this was getting awkward really fast .

" Bye " I soon squeaked . I turned on my heels and down the aisle . I took my seat next to Harry . Poor Harry his face was so pale , his hands were shacking . I took his hand into mine , and did what I did when the twins were scared . I started singing :

" If the heart is always searching

Can you ever find a home?

I've been looking for that someone

I never make it on my own

Dreams can't take

The place of loving you

There's gotta be a million reasons

Why it's true

When you look me in the eyes

And tell me that you love me

Everything's alright

When you're right here by my side

When you look me in the eyes

I catch a glimpse of heaven

I find my paradise

When you look me in the eyes

How long will I be waiting

To be with you again?

I'm gonna tell you that I love you

In the best way that I can

I can't take a day without you here

You're the light that make my darkness disappear

When you look me in the eyes

And tell me that you love me

Everything's alright

When you're right here by my side

When you look me in the eyes

I catch a glimpse of heaven

I find my paradise