I stared at the floor , tears flowing
Jahseh our the cup down and pulled me into him
"Anima" he says softly lifting my head up and wiping my tears
"A-at t-the p-pa-party I-I-I got separated from Isabella and.." I struggle to say
"And j-j-Jamell brought me into a room" I start crying harder
"And I told him to stop but he didn't" I cry out
"What did he do"jahseh says clenching his jaw
"He raped me" I cry even harder
Jahseh passed me his cup of water
"Drink some and take deep breaths" he says
I take a drink from the water and does what he says
Once I was calm enough we both washed our face with water
I walk into the bedroom and lay on the bed jahseh followed behind me
I get under the blankets and wait for jahseh
"Where you going?" I ask him as he grabs his keys from the table
"I just need to do something" he says
"You can sleep if you want i won't take too long" he adds on
"I would prefer to wait for you"I say getting my phone
"Alright" he's says before walking out of the room
Jahsehs pov
I was gonna make that pussy nigga suffer like he made anima suffer, i don't know why but now i feel guilty for not doing anything to stop Geneva from being so toxic to her through the years. I regret not helping, but now it's my time to redeem myself.
I pull up to jamells house and take my seatbelt off.
I get out of the car and walk up to the front door with my jaw clenched
*knock knock knock*
"Wassup lil nigga" he says opening the door
He could tell I was pissed and was just tryna fuck with me.
I bust through the door and punch that fuck nigga in the face, soon people jumped in to separate us.
"DONT EVER PUT YOUR FUCKING HAND IN ANIMA PUSS ASS NIGGA"I say before walking out the door and into my car
I just left before I start killing niggas in there
Anima pov
I hear the front door open and jahs keys hit the table from down stairs, i hear his foot steps walking up the stairs.
He opens the door, he looked mad asffff
I just stare at him while he get ready for bed
"What the fuck are you staring at!" He says in a aggressive tone sending chilled throughout my body
"S-sorry" I say in a low tone while looking down as I start playing with my fingers
I move over to give him some space to get on the bed, we lay there in the dark with nothing but silence.
"I'm sorry anima, I didn't mean to answer you like that I'm just stressed out right now" he says wrapping his arm around my waist bringing me closer to him
"And Im sorry I couldn't save you from melly"
He added on
"Jahseh don't worry about it I understand you were upset and don't apologize , there was nothing you could do and you didn't know" I say
"Plus letting me stay here and always being there is enough for me" I add on while I smile through the pain to reassure him that it was going to be okay
He smiled back and dug his face in my neck with his arm still wrapped around my waist
I start playing with his dreads until I hear his soft snores
I give him a small kiss on the cheek before starting to fall asleep
I feel jahseh peck my lips before i open my eyes to face him
I peck his lips back
He then gently grabs my face and connected his lips to mine kissing them softly, I kiss back.
The kiss got more intense and we only stopped when we needed to breathe
We then pull away and Jahseh Buried his head in my neck, I feel him smiling again my neck which made me smile before we fall asleep
3:25am
I open my eyes, I was awake but I couldn't move.
The memories just kept replaying in my head, I couldn't move,scream or talk.
The memories felt so real, like if it's happening again, melly (aka jamell) pinning me to the bed and completely invading my privacy. All the harassment I've gotten from my peers and my family throughout the years, all my demons came back to haunt me. I was wimpier,trying to scream as I cry until I was finally able to move again.
I get up gasping for air, Jahseh sits up after I woke him up with me gasping.
"Anima are you alright, just relax" he says in a calm but scared tone
I take deep breaths and calm myself but the tears kept coming
"I hate my life" I cry
"I hate everything about it, my family, my peers ,everything including me" i say while I sob and pull on my hair
He grabs my hand and unwraps them from my hair, he lays them on my lap and wipes my tears
"It's gonna be okay ba.." he was about to say baby...
He pulls me into him and rocks me back and forth to relax me and hopefully help me go to bed.
"Jahseh, can you sing to me" I ask in between cries, everyone in the school knew he had a good voice, either from the talent shows that we had in elementary or they knew about his music.
I start to calm down as he starts singing
"I've dug two grave for us my dear, can't pretend that I was perfect leaving you in fear" he sung with his angelic voice
(Just so it's easier to imagine )
We laid back down, he was still singing and rocking me from side to side this time
I laid my head on his chest while he rubbed my back , my eyelids became heavy and I dosed off and fell back to sleep with jahsehs singing stuck in my head in a soothing way.
@: do you think they're moving to quickly? Comment your opinion.
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