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I woke up feeling a cold breeze hitting my breast causing my nipples to harden
Jahsehs arms were wrapped around my bare waist
I had a very sharp pain in my legs
I turn to face him as I see his eyes slowly open
Once he's able to focus his eyes on my face he smiles
"Good morning beautiful" he says in his raspy morning breath
"Good morning"I say pecking his lips
"How did you sleep?" He smirked
"Better than I have in a while, how did you sleep?"I ask
"I slept like a baby" he smirked while slapping then grabbing my bare ass
"Jah I need to take a shower" I say, tracing his face tattoos
"I do too" he says playing with my hair
"I have a jacuzzi, we can take a bath together" he says still playing with my hair
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I slowly get into the jacuzzi while jah helps me because of my sore legs
Once I sat down jah got inside and he pulls me into his lap
I cradle him and decided to take a picture of us since there are mirrors covering the wall
I took the picture on jahs phone just because I was scared to look at my phone because of the Instagram notification, all the hate comments.
Jahseh starts kissing down my neck towards my breasts
He starts gently sucking on my breast, I bite my lip
I prepare my face for this picture ( all she did was pose)(THIS IS PHOTOSHOP, this is the first time I ever photoshopped, the picture isn't real so I edited a picture that was already edited, just so you know)
I put jahsehs phone down as he leans back
"Jahseh we're doing more touching that what we should be doing with is actually bathing" I say softly
"Two more minutes, then we can actually take a bath" he says biting his lips while he stares at my body
"You sexy as fuck" he says smirking
I wrap my arms around his neck and lay my head on his shoulder
He rested his hands on my ass
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Once we got out of the jacuzzi we brushed our teeth and dried ourselves off
I put on my underwear and bra and picked out my outfit
Jahseh did the same
I couldn't help but to stare at jahsehs body
(He was wearing underwear)
"Hey Love, up here" he says smirking while he tilted my head up to look him in the eyes
I peck him on the lips and continue looking for an outfit(This is what she picked out, the shorts aren't that short btw)
After jah saw what I was wearing he smiled
"I've never seen you wear anything like that before"he smiled
"Does it look bad on me?" I pout
"No, no of course not. You look beautiful like always babygirl" he smiled
"Oh, okay" I slightly smile out of relief
"You know what we should do today" jahseh says smiling
"What" i sit down to listen to him while I smile
"We should go to the beach with my family, I haven't seen them in a while and you can meet some of them" he smiles
"Yeah Thats actually a great idea"i say
I had to take my clothes off to put on my bathing suit, I put my clothes on again and left my hair curly
Jahseh put on his bathing suit and I waited for him to get ready
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We made our way to the car and put on our seatbelts
Jahseh already notified his family and they all agreed to meet him there
As I felt my anxiety levels increased I noticed that I haven't had an anxiety attack for days now
I was surprised, and it made me feel a little better
I was nervous and scared on what they're gonna think of me
My anxiety was now over powering me as we get to the beach parking lot
"Jah.." i say quietly
"Yes princess?" He says softly
"Can you pass me my bag please" i say
Jahseh reaches in the backseat and hands me my purse
"Thank you" I slightly smile
"anything for you baby" he says kissing my cheek
I blush a little while I check if I brought my anxiety pills
I sigh in relief when I finally find them
I put two in my mouth and swallow
"Anxiety?" He asks
I simply nod
"It's gonna be fine I promise, they're gonna love you Anima. Your different than the other girls, your soo much better than them babygirl" he says looking me in my eyes
I nod and smile slightly
Once he parks I made my way out of the car and he did the same
Jahseh gently grabs my hand and we intertwined our finger
I make sure to have my bag
Jahseh led me straight to where his family were and as we got there his family were already starting to greet him
After they greeted him they greeted me
"Guys this is Anima" jahseh says smiling
I give s friendly smile to everyone and wave
"Anima this is my mother cleopatra, this is my aunty Chrissy , my cousin leo, my brother Corey, my sister arianna, my little brother aiden.." he explained
We all sat down while the kids played in the sand
"So are you guys a couple" cleo asked with a big smile
"Something like that" he chuckled
Everyone chuckled
"So tell us more about yourself Anima" Chrissy smiled
I stoped in my track for a little,there really isn't much good in my life and the thing I need from his family is sympathy
"Um sure, okay well I moved to broward when I was in first grade so that would be around the ages of 6 and 7... I'm so sorry I just don't want to ruin anyone's mood , s-since everyone looks so happy and my story isn't really those happy stories" I say getting worried on how they're gonna look at me after I explain my story
"No no no it's completely fine hun your good, you don't have to tell us if you aren't comfortable" cleo gave a slight reassuring smile and
I nodded "o-okay, Um well.. my father committed suicide after he found out my mother had an affair..she became abusing verbally, emotionally, mentally and physically
To add on to the harassment I get from my mother I started getting treated differently At school and what I once looked as an escape is now the place I fear the most since I get the most harassment. Soon they found out my fathers story and used what my parents did against me or as an insult. I only had 3 real friends my whole life who've stayed by my side and still are, that was one of the good things in my life. I've liked jahseh since maybe 3rd grade
So pretty much as long as I could remember, now he helps me through a lot and I love him for that, there's more to my life story but it's recent so I'm still pretty sensitive to it" I say nervously playing with my fingers out of fear on how they'll react
Jahseh could tell that I was tense, and I think they could too
"I'm so sorry that happened to you hun"cleo says with sympathetic eyes
"That must've been so hard for you, im so sorry sweetheart" Chrissy says also with sympathetic eyes
"Thank you, but I'm alright.. I've learned to accept the fact that my life isn't the best and I became my own best friend in the process" I smile
"Well that's really mature of you. I hope the best for you sweety , you seen like a really beautiful and strong soul" cleo says smiling
"Thank you, that means a lot to me." I smile as I loosen up a bit
"And your a really pretty girl. I'm sure jahseh will take good care of you, he's a good guy"Chrissy smiles at me
"Thank you, and yeah jahseh is honestly amazing" I smile
He blushes slightly
Cleo and Chrissy laughed
"Look at him blushin" cleo giggled@: this might be the longest chapter👽
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