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"Jah can you pass me my phone" I say pointing at the couch
"Gimme a kiss first" he teased
"You always want kisses" I smile
"Your kisses feel nice tho"he pouted
"Fine" I smile
I gently grab his face and connect our lips
I slowly and passionately kiss him
We pull apart and I gently bite his bottom lip, I peck his lips and smile
He bites his bottom lip and smiles
He slaps my ass while still biting his lip as he smiles
"Owww" I pout
"My bad baby"
"Can I get my phone now"I say
"Ight" He says passing me my phone
I wasn't really active on Instagram so I decided to post some pictures that I took last night

"Jah can you pass me my phone" I say pointing at the couch"Gimme a kiss first" he teased "You always want kisses" I smile "Your kisses feel nice tho"he pouted "Fine" I smile I gently grab his face and connect our lips I slowly and passionately kis...

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I sit on the bathroom floor trying to not let the comments get to me, I try not to cut again.
No matter how hard I try to stop myself I won't stop.
I found a razor in the medicine cabinet and held it against my skin, I was about to slide it across before jah walks in
"What the fuck are you doing Anima" he says taking taking the razor away from me as I burst into tears
"I can't do this anymore jah" I cry out
He pulls me into his lap and rocks me back and forth
"What can't you do anymore" he says holding me tight
"I can't live like this, everyone hates me, my mother hates me, everyone at school hates me. My life is fucking miserable, I hate myself" I cry
"Anima, I love you and I don't want anything to happen to you. I just don't want to see you like this, I promise if you let me, I'll give you the world and make you feel and treat you how you deserve to and more. If the world makes you miserable then it's fuck the world, but I won't let you hurt yourself, I really love you" He says with sadness in his voice
"I love you too jah, you helped me the most out of everyone who actually cares with isn't that many people" I say hugging him between my cries.
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Me and jah we're taking a walk through the dark streets
I disabled my comments and decided to post one last picture before I get off my phone

•••Me and jah we're taking a walk through the dark streets I disabled my comments and decided to post one last picture before I get off my phone

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irdcc: all you bitches broken hearts...

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"You alright?" Jahseh says, putting his arm around me
"Yeah, I guess" I sigh
"What's wrong now?" He says with a concerned look
I stay silent for a few seconds
I grab jahsehs face and passionately kisses him
He starts to kiss back and wraps his hands around my waist
The kiss lasted a few minutes until we pulled away to breathe
"What was that for?" He smiled
"I don't know, what ever you want it to be for"I smile and peck his lips
He pulls me back into him and kisses me again this time adding tongue
The kiss got sloppier and sloppier until I came to my senses and  pull away
"Jahseh we're still outside"I say
"Alright but we gonna finish this kiss when we get home" he says smirking
I hold his hand and we intertwine our fingerso
"Whatever you say"I smile
Once we get back to the house I sit on the couch and Jahseh sits next to me
He puts his hands on my waist and pulls me on top of him
He rested his hands on my ass gripping it before I continue what He started
I gently suck on his tongue and continue kissing him
I pull away and start licking and gently sucking his neck, I kiss up and down his neck as he bites his lip and grips my ass harder
A moan accidentally escaped my lips as I leave hickeys on his neck
I kissed up his jawline and stop as he starts kissing up and down my neck sending chills down my spine causing me to grind up against him
He groans a little as I feel his member get hard
"Fuck" he whispered
He flipped me over and pinned me on the couch hovering over me
As he stared to remove my shirt I got flashbacks, Jamell holding me down and lifting up my dress after I tried to stop him
"DONT" I accidentally yell causing jahseh to furrow his eyebrows
"I'm sorry" I say with my eyes tearing up a little
"It's alright babygirl" jahseh said with disappointment and empathy towards me
"I'll be back, hold on" he say walking up to the bathroom
20 minutes later he came back and sat next to me
I sat there in silence
"What's wrong" he says looking me directly in the eyes
"I thought back to the party, I'm sorry I couldn't satisfy you no matter how much I wanted to" I say in disappointment
"Listen, it's alright. I won't let anything happen to you, and don't worry about it, you satisfied me enough" he says giving me a slight reassuring smile
I cuddle up with him
"How did I "satisfy you enough"?"I ask saying my head on his chest
"You made me feel good, and shit that kiss you gave me made my whole day, well night now but you know what I mean" jah chuckled
"You gave me a ton of hickeys jit" he adds on
"I wanted to mark my territory" I smile

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