The thug that she loves

Seperation

Izzy POV
I woke up feeling as if I was hit with a million busses , and like a video everything from earlier floods my thoughts and I start to rub my face and arms aggressively feeling as if I'm dirty someone else's blood spattering on me plays repeatedly in my mind , but everything comes to cease when a pair of Arms wrap around me telling that I'm okay , and to breathe the voice sounds so huskily as if they are just waking up , but it so soothing and dangerous , I calm down and the arms that once calmed me snake away and she moves to the front of me , her eyes meeting mine and the emotion in them were so visible so much concern and hint of fear she picks up both my arms observing them I look done at the and they were scratched up and bloody I didn't even feel pain I felt dirty , before I could get a word out she removed herself from the bed and walked into the bathroom , I sat there thinking about the looks on their faces pure pleasure before shock after seeing me and everything went black . I can't do this she's more dangerous then anything the danger is be in no no no not me . She came back and sat on the bed not saying a word she held out my arm " this might burn " but before I could speak once again she applied the medicine and boy when I tell you I never wanted you rip someone's head off so bad ,

10 minutes later..

Gimme my damn arms before you fucking get fucked up ty , she laughed and said was deadass because she ain't have to do all of that , but I definitely had to speak with her about this , us or whatever it is , ty I spoke up causing her laughing to cease and she looked at me with a serious expression I never could figure out how she did that , I glanced every where other then at her truck to find the words to describe me and her not doing this anymore , " You Wanna Break up don't you " ty spoke after my head rants ended I looked at her not knowing what to say no words would form my heart felt heavy she looked at me for something , Anything but I could only nod yes she looked down and looked up At me leaning forward I started to move backwards but she only cupped my face and whipped the tears I hadn't known were falling , she bent down placing her head on my shoulders in between my ear and neck and she whispers " this has the be the most fucked up but understandable thing I've ever had to do mami " and she pulled away she has tears in her eyes I pulled her into a hug and she hugged me as if this was the last time she would ever see me again...

Ty POV

I won't lie and say a nigga heart feeling real heavy shawty a real good girl maybe to fucking and I can't taint her mind , she already seen so much and today was the last straw I felt like a Bitch but I wanted to cry but being that I had to be strong for her I ain't and right now holding her I feel as if I'm whole and secure fuck son i good her tighter pulling her closer to me as if I was going to die today , ima fucking miss mami son but I know I ain't good for her .. bur don't get it fucked up I will have my niggas keeping and eye on her not on no stalking shit but just to make sure she is good . I take one more inhale and pull away , feeling cold and empty I offer to drive her home and she accepts , I walk out letting her know I'll be downstairs waiting for her closing the door , I look up at the ceiling and let the tears that were Threading to fall , break through and fall , damn I really care about her .

20 min..

We are driving and it's so silent not a bad silent but a content silent nodding to the music every now and then , we arrive at her house and I could feel the hurt in the air it was so sad and painful she was about to get out but I grasp ahold of her wrist and she stops I pull her to me before she could have a reaction she kiss her one more time pouring all my love pain every feeling into it making sure to let her know that no matter what she will always be my number 1 . She and I both pull away but before she could pull away to far I moved to her ear and said " one day I will have you all of you and you will have my last name that's a promise " and I pull away completely she looks at me and blushes yeah that color looks amazing on her and her only , she regained her composure and looked at me " yeah aight " love you nigga " I love you too but don't forget my promise I scream as she walked out the car I could hear the hurt in her voice as she walked away saying goodbye , man why did have to walk in , why couldn't I just be happy this one time . I stop at a red Light and hook my phone up playing karma kys by young ma and I light my spliff , ima drive till I can't feel this pain no more is get high so i can't cry on the inside anymore , I don't wanna miss her right now a nigga got shit to do but lil mami was different she ain't like the drugs fast life money clothes and clout she was truly independent , yeah one day mark my words ima make her Mrs. Casanova .

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