Ruthless love 🖤

7.Startling Reply

"Paying deaf ear to the person who cares for us is now seems a natural phenomenon to me, cause we take for granted when someone care for us."

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MIXED POV' S :( CONVERSATION)

I was wake up (Rather I would say I was disturbed) from my sleep with the constant ringing of my phone. I moved my hands in search of my cell phone without opening my eyes. (as I was still feeling drowsy and more to say groggy ).

As soon as I picked up the phone, I try to open my eyes a little to see the name on the screen but my eyes met an unknown number. But I picked it up thinking that it might be someone known to me. I attended the call and catch an unfamiliar voice of man saying, "morning beautiful, how are you feeling now? What happened yesterday??"

Instead of replying I go back to my mind to think what exactly happened with me yesterday??then I came to remember everything little by little but again interrupted from my world of thoughts by the same man who was now saying," you are now my responsibility, I need to take special care of you till the time you are not mine?"

I was paying heed to his words as they are purely for me but listening to the way he was saying this all I came to think with another point of view. And what comes out of my mouth to reply him was really backasswards. It was unforseen because I wasn't that candid in my relationships specifically the one newly made.

I heard myself saying in a acerbic tone, "will you stop caring me after the time I will be yours.?"

I think he wasn't expecting this sort of answer from me so he took time to answer me and said only three words, "why would I??"
I heard myself saying, "you are counter questioning me this time instead if replying me, I am habitual of this sort of behavior so be careful next time."

And to my surprise he did not behave with an opposition rather he said, "I won't treat you this way I will change my behaviour and tone after getting you."

You are giving me diplomatic answer, my question still stays at its place so answer me first.??

He said, "darling you are so stubborn, don't sound childish. And stop being sticky to one thing let this discussion end here and one thing more, get ready in the evening cause my driver will pick you up for the shopping of our wedding stuff. Take care.

I just stayed in my bed for little more thinking about everything the way in which it is going. I then came to think about my diary and hopped from bed to get it at once.

I picked it up and started writing.... 🖤

Here I am with you once again.... 🖤

My sweet little diary... 🖤

I know that you miss me a lot but you know I was busy. Let this formal discussion go and coming to the point I wanna discuss with you.

The mind mat forget what exactly happened, but heart will always remember the feeling and behavior. There are some people who changes your life just by being a part of it. But their tone,their accent still hurts sometimes. But my relationship is new with him so I don't wanna have any pessimistic thoughts about him before starting a relationship.

Next thing I wanna discuss with you is why everything in this materialistic world is associated with the other. Like the same thing which once made you feel cry which become the reason for your sorrow how can be the reason for your pleasure.

There was same guns which shot my parents dead and this time it was being shooting at the yes of me marrying him. Both these are different things, different occasions but same thing is connected with the both.

This is the same case I feel about a particular person. I really don't know what's gonna happen next but I have put anything to my fate. Let my handle the things I am gonna face. Cause I am tired enough of being alone. That's the only reason I said him yes instead of taking time to ponder . I didn't even think how bad he was he with me when he first met me. But now he is a little better than before. But still he is Ruthless and Phlegmatic who doesn't have the sense to choose words before speaking to someone.

Let this thing end here cause I also have to do some other stuff and also have to do some shopping for my own wedding. Till the next time love you my diary. I will be back at you with some other things to discuss. Till then..... 🖤 Byeeeeeeeeeeeeee byeeeeeeeeeeeeee byeeeeeeeeeeeeee.... 🖤.... 🖤

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I KNOW THIS IS SHORT CHAPTER BUT NEXT CHAPTER WILL BE THE LONG ONE WITH SO MANY INTERESTING CONTENT IN IT.

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHY IS SHE TAKING RISK OF GETTING MARRIED TO THE MAN SHE CALLED "DEVIL".

VOTE AND COMMENT.

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