Ruthless love 🖤

20. Fake Happiness.

"There comes a time when
love and hate,
care and being Ignored,
anger and affection
doesn't mean to us.
Because all we can feel is hollowness."

H. A. H
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Before leaving my office I was informed by my P. A that I have to attend the meeting in Switzerland and I have to leave for this meeting by the end of the day. When I came back to my mansion, I asked about Diana, and was informed that she is sleeping. And she is sick.

I ordered to get all the medicines ready, in the bag pack. My P. A informed me that Diana is wake up and I nodded in response and I returned to my room. I checked my bag and after being satisfied I took my laptop in my lap and sat on my bed. I keep on searching the top most news of the business world. I was busy doing all that when I received a phone call from Michael.

He wasn't talking to me because of my behavior with Diana. He was in favour of giving love and respect to the girl specially to the ones who deserve this all in our life.
I answered the call and before he could ask anything about Diana I told him that me and Diana are going to our honey moon trip. I further told him that we weren't able to go before because of my business deal.

But he knows me better than I know myself.
He said, you must be having something other than your trip Don't you? and I was unable to answer him.
Without asking anything he adviced me to take care of Diana and told me that doctor has adviced to get her away from the stress. I got the meaning of what he exactly wanted to say. I told him and make it sure that I'll definitely be doing it.

After that I took some rest and came to see Diana. She is wake up doing some sort of things with paper and pencil. I ignored that and asked about her health. She said, I'm fine.
I then nodded my head in response and I curse myself for behaving so badly with her. She is sooo innocent. Her look was so angelic and before I think more about her I came back to my room. Now it's the time for us to leave.

The moment we entered our jet, Diana was about to lose her balance but I took her hand in mine right on time. I then stay with her and sat next to her. She must be tired more than I thought of her to be because as the time passes she slightly rest her head on my shoulder. I patted the back of her arm to give her a feel that I am gonna be with her and everything is gonna be alright.

When I'm alone with her I felt that she is innocent but whenever I see her talking to someone or seeing someone, I got a feel that she must be cheating me. While thinking about her and taking care of her the time passes so swiftly and we came to my mansion in Switzerland. The time we landed was almost the sunset. The beauty of the landscape was simply breathtaking and the moment I thought of standing next to my life (wife). Having her by my side this time pleases me.

I become happy for no reason. I don't know why at times she gives me the real pleasure just by seeing her, the pleasure that no one else can give me. When we entered the room she was tired and must be aching, so I ask her if she need anything, but she said no but I knew she must be hungry. I decided to make something for her and all I know about making is just a simple shake along with pancakes I made it in no time and get that for her.

She ate it without resisting me and after that I give her the medicine. She felt a little soothing, I then came out and was standing in front of the pool and I keep on thinking about the behavior of my father with my mother. He never have treated my mother with love. He always was in search to tease her to give her pain. Although she also cheated on him but all my memories are full of my mother crying, in pain and weeping because of the bruises and abuse my father do to her.

I never saw them as a happy couple. That's why I never came to believe on any girl after that. I believe that they always cheat on you. I still got the good vibes about Diana but the thing is I can't lose my cynical side. Now I know that there won't be a single person who be knowing about our presence here so I decided to take her for outing and it will be fun enjoying with her because she is the only girl who have made me feel relaxed. And felt a Lil ease. Before that I never have felt anything.

I should say that I was proud of being Phlegmatic but the thing is, I can't keep my anger in control. When it comes to cheat I am a total hell. I'll be taking care of her from now on. I am gonna go and learn the change. Although change is difficult but there comes a time when we need this change and this change is for our betterment.

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SO, THE BOY IS NOE OPENING UP ABOUT HIM. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF HIS BEHAVIOR?

IS HE RIGHT IN HIS OPINION?