suffocating | gyuhan

five

it's a good day today.

he can walk and eat.

he can talk, too.

but to who?

jeonghan is gone.

even though it's summer, the bed is so unbelievably cold.

without jeonghan's slim figure beside him,

his arms are empty, with nothing to hold.

the image of his smiling face, the sound of his sweet, honey-like voice, the feel of his feather light touches.

they're engraved into his heart like it's a part of him

every moment they ever spent together was slowly etched into his mind

it's funny, isn't it?

you only remember these small little things when they're gone

yet when they're still here, you couldn't care less about these things.

his heart throbs with every memory he recalls

his eyes fluttering shut as he lets jeonghan take over his dreams

"i love you too, hyung."