how do you stop yourself from missing someone?
he wants to know.
because it finally settled in,
that he's gone.
that he's not here.
that he will never return.
and he will never see him again.
a week, it took.
and yet
a month later,
he is somehow still alive.
he is still surviving,
alone in a quiet house with only his thoughts to accompany him,
but he is alive
even if he doesn't want to be anymore.
"wait for me,"
"we will see each other soon,"
he breathes, even though he doesn't want to.
he lives, even though he's broken.
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suffocating | gyuhan
Fanfictionmingyu missing jeonghan, because that's all he can do
