suffocating | gyuhan

eight

with every day that passes,

the knife looks more and more tempting.

is this it?

is he going to throw away 23 years of his life just like that?

yes. he is.

someday. maybe not today, even though he really, really wants to.

today is not the day.

or maybe he's just a coward.

does he miss jeonghan enough to take his own life?

yes.

he loved him.

he loved him with everything he had.

he gave him everything he had to offer.

his feelings, his heart, his soul.

maybe even his life.

together with jeonghan, a part of his life was gone.

he's not strong enough for this.

he was not made for this.

he was made to love, love with everything he had.

and love he did.

but alas,

it was not enough to stop fate from taking jeonghan's life.