Secret Desires

CHAPTER 30

  My feet were heavy as I carried my body slowly down to the basement, the queasines of my stomach wasn't helping as a pulsating Isaiah strode in front of me. His body was stiff as he moved making me slightly squirm as I made one step after another.

"Close the door behind you" he instructed deeply and I gulped nervously as I turned to shut the door.

"Isaiah I..." I started but he put up his hand signalling me to stop talking.

"It's bad enough I'm married to a woman I don't love and you and I both know that but where did this jealous attitude come from?" He asked and my mouth went dry as I struggled to utter even a single word in my defence.

"Answer me Keith" he said rather calmly.

"I'm sorry" I muttered while playing mindlessly with a loose string from my shirt.

  He sighed and massaged his temples before walking closer to me.

"You promise it won't happen again?" He asked and I nodded shyly.

"Words" he demanded.

"I promise sir" his exhausted frown formed a smile and he cupped both my cheeks before planting a soft butterfly kiss on my forehead. Normally, my face would be as red as a tomato but right now, I had more issues bothering me.

"Now I'll send her down here so you both can talk things out and I expect you to apologize to her" he said laying emphasis on the word apologize.

"Please don't leave me alone with her" I croaked lowly but he was already gone. My chest heaved in slow agonizing fear as I waited.

Just when I thought I could calm down a bit, I heard the opening and closing of the door behind me and I shut my eyes as fear encapsulated every fibre of my being.

"So, Sai sai said you wanted to talk to me" she said innocently and I opened my eyes while letting out a heavy breath.

"S..sorry" I stuttered and he looked at me with disgust.

"Seriously?" She asked chuckling evilly.

"Sai said went out to get me my favourite ice cream, it's so sad how he's trying to cover up for you when the only thing that can cheer me up is his pet" she grinned and my heart raced faster.

"Or don't you want your mistress to be pleased with you?" She asked and cupped my cheek rather lovingly.

"Sit bitch" she said shoving me go the ground and I landed painfully on my knees with a groan.

"I want to hear some whimpering and begging" she said placing her foot on my crotch.

"What do I want to hear?" She asked but I remained quiet not knowing want to do so she increased the force of her foot on my manhood making me whimper in pain.

"Good boy" she smiled and ruffled my hair.

"Since we're already down here, why not just get down to business" she said walking towards the keypad.

"Please no I'm still sore" I pleaded, making sobbing noises as I did.

"Too bad" she grinned before walking to the keypad with me following behind as she aggressively pulled on my ear.

"On your kness in front of that chair"instructed sternly and pointed as she began undressing immediately.

  With tears slipping, I slowly carried my numb body across and over to the chair she referred to. I then turned to her, she was in her underwear. I faced the chair again before weakly dropping to my knees.

  It was only a few seconds before she came over and sat in front of me wearing only a bra. I kept my head down.

"Wow so submissive, but now I need you to look at me" without giving me a chance to disobey, she grabbed my face roughly. She let out a sick cackle at the sight of my tear stained cheeks and bloodshot eyes.

"You remimd me so much of my first sub" she whispered before leaning in towards my face.

"Same eyes, same whimpers" she squeezed hard against my jaw and I let out a soft whimper, making her smile before letting me go.

"Why are you doing this?" I managed to say as I choked on air.

"Because of love Keith, because of love" she said and leaned back, resting on the chair.

"I was so in love with little Sai sai, and him with me-" she paused to chuckle.

"We were destined to be, our parents were friends, we were best friends, we loved each other, right from our toddler years" she smiled.

"Unfortunately one summer, I went to camp, and came back only to receive a stupid coming out story from him" she gritted her teeth before eventually laughing.

"I was okay with it but I wasn't okay with it, if you know what I mean" she said looking down at me but I replied with no emotions so she continued.

"I told him to tell his dad and since that idiot always listened to me, he did, and what was the result?" She asked me rhetorically.

"Countless visits to church after church and pastor after pastor, I was shocked myself, Ambrose has never been a religious person but the fact that the heir to the family business was a cock sucker must've triggered him or something" she shrugged.

"He faked straight after a while and married me as proof" she laughed again.

"I found a couple of browsing history and found a lot of bdsm related stuff, naughty boy" she shook her head while grinning.

"I decided to get into the lifestyle for his sake. I visited my first club and the experience was mind blowing, I loved every minute of it. I even got a sub and cheated on Isaiah a bit while he was here with you" she said bopping the tip of my nose with her pointer finger amd I flinched making her giggle.

"Unfortunately for me, Sai sai turned out to be a dom and two doms don't work" she pursed her lips in a sad frown.

"Then came the time when he let your name slip during a call and I knew for sure that you were his bitch" she giggled and cupped my cheek.

"And then began the attempts to end you but thank god none of them worked,  you're way more useful to me alive" she said and slowly began to spread her legs exposing her parts.

  My mouth went dry at the horrific sight. I sharply looked away and I heard her laugh.

"Turning away will do you no good now get your face in there and lick, suck and nibble like your life depends on it, oh wait it literally does" she giggled and grabbed my face harshly before shoving my face towards her pussy.

"The ice cream place is only a ten minute drive so I expect you to hurry" she said, feeling disgusted, I took out my tongue and grazed her clit, she moaned and I almost vomitted.