“Die, bitch! We don’t need you anymore, you’re not even worthy to be praised, I’ll punish you back from what you to us before, I’ll make sure you’ll definitely regret it the most, I’ll never let you live after you escaped from my hands, I can turn you down so get ready for my revenge, die, die, die, you must die!”
“Huh!”
What kind of dream was that? Die? Why would I die? I don’t have any reasons to die easily.
“Kuya, where are you? I search over him to ask some help for my projects and saw him, preparing for my breakfast.
“Didn’t you enter your class yesterday, baby girl? Where did you went? Don’t tell me you’re being lost again?” kuya asked while pouring some water unto my glass
“Of course I did lost again, you didn’t even joined with me, how selfish! We’re at the same school yet you went there alone without me, don’t you have any conscience out there kuya?”
“Okay, I admit, it’s my fault. By the way, what happened to you yesterday, you seemed so angry and not in your mood? Is there a serious matter?”
“Nothing kuya, it’s just that……”
Something just pop up on my mind on what just really happened to me yesterday. I was finding my map on my bag but then I couldn’t find it, I lost it! Yes, I do have a map on the entire village up to the school to prevent from losing again, mom gave it to me before I enrolled in his school but left it on my first day so that day I was being lost.
“Goodness gracious, why do people keep on string at me? Is it because of my weird personality?”
They didn’t seem so happy seeing my beautiful face? Is it their first time seeing a lady like me? What kind of look was that? If that look could only kill, I’m already dead here, I thought I would melt like an ice cream in my position. Wow! Beauty problems.
“Wait, what? Goodness? What do I have to do? Is it better to run? Turn my back on? Collapse? Or shout?” I asked myself many times before I could make a single move
“It’s better to turn your back on and ran” some side of my brain dictated me to do such thing so tried to act like that but suddenly I heard a man talking so I faced him again and listen for a while.
“Love, I’m so sorry, let’s fix this up! I didn’t mean that, happy anniversary,” he then smiled and get a bouquet of roses in his back and slowly handed it over.
“What? I didn’t get it! Sorry” I turned my back on and tried to take one step but he uttered words again
“I know I’m wrong that’s why I regret it now, I still can’t live without you by my side so please accept my apology”
“You don’t have to feel sorry!” I don’t know why I utter such words, when in the fact I don’t even know him.
“Kiss, kiss?” the crowd shouted, drivers, passengers and all the people who witness the happenings. What the hell? Kiss their face!
“What? No way?” I shouted
“As if hard to get? If I know you trembled that much” an old woman shouted again
“Fuck up! If you want it then go, don’t bother me”
I then tried to turn my back on but he suddenly kneel on and said “will you marry me?”
“Marry me? Marry me? Marry me?” Those words echoed again and again on my mind, imagine, every girl wished for that phrase, as he came nearly, I left no other choice again but to just go with the flow, I’ve waited till he could reach my hands and ask me again so I’ll just closed my eyes for a bit to lessen the pressure I’ve been hiding, but five minutes after, still no one took my hand, I’ve heard a familiar sound so I decided to just open my eyes to check what happened, I thought it’s my broken alarm clock who keeps on alarming me to wake up but I saw nothing, it’s just that the sound of the car’s engine and I’ve realized it too late, I’m in the middle of the crossing rode standing alone like poor little child.
Wow! I was being fooled again by that stupid “paasa” persons, congrats! Award winning, assumer of the year, Scarlet Blue Crimson.
“Ouch! That grab thing, I hate it1 could you please stop! Hey, mister”
“What did you call me? Miste…..” then he faced on me again
“You again? You stupid, why are you always tailing on me? You can’t even bring a good luck! Are you my stalker now? If you don’t have things to do, don’t bother me, okay I don’t have much time to waste for a person like you”
“You wish! Besides I only helped you, there’s no need to think of that, and if you would only said, “thank you” there’s no need, I only did that out of concern, I pity on you, that’s all”
“Sorry but I don’t need your help”
“Arasseo!” then he walked out again.
“Hey, are you still out of your mind?” I heard kuya shouted near on my ear
“How dare you kuya!” are you trying to kill me now?”
“Nope, not right now, maybe soon,”
“Cause of death, broking of eardrums, ha ha ha,” I laughed loudly then he followed. The whole kitchen was filled with joy especially when mom joined us in our breakfast.
“Omo! What should I do? Am I insane?” then I punch my head on to make myself back to reality, In fact I am thinking of what craziness thing I’ve done yesterday.
“What’s on your face? Is that how you react? Are you blushing now baby girl?” kuya asked why slicing the ripped apples.
“Kuya, it’s just that…. Nothing!”
“Are you sure?”
“Of course kuya, uhm, by the way, can you ride me to the school? Just once!”
“Of course but not this time, I have important matters to do, just ride the bus, okay?” kuya said while preparing his things then went out.
I ride the bus alone, since it would take thirty five minutes from our village to our school, I feel dizzy so I take a little nap to get my body rest.
