"Seoul" BBH | PCY

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Chanyeol's P.O.V

When we finally were alone, that's when the others started speaking up. Junmyeon cleared his throat.

"Alright, Chanyeol. Tell us what happened." He said. Kris had his arm around his waist, like he'd usually have. I looked at him like he was an idiot.

"Sorry, I didn't think it wasn't obvious that I was hit by a car—"

"Not that, you dumbass! Why did you lock yourself in the studio?" He yelled and interrupted me.

"O-oh, that.. it's nothing. I was just unsatisfied, that's all." I lied, but Junmyeon saw right through it.

"It's Baekhyun, isn't it?" I avoided his eyes.

He sighed, and Kris had to kiss his cheeks a bit, before he could calm down.

Yixing sighed as well, and placed his hands on the bed edges, before looking into my eyes with a serious expression.

Yixing rarely had this expression, and honestly, it scared us all. Except for Tao, who was used to it by now.

"Channie, please tell us what Baekhyun did to make you do this to yourself?" He asked with his usual soft voice.

Everyone of my friends had different kinds of voices, but Yixing's was the softest. Even with Kyungsoo's usual quiet voice, it still wasn't a match for Yixing's.

"I-I don't know.. I guess it's just the thought of him being back, and the bad memories of what happened the last time we met, back in Havana. I'm sorry guys, I really am. I shouldn't have done this, I should've just asked you guys for help instead. I know that you, Yixing, have a degree in psychology, so I could've asked you for therapy. I think it's just because I miss having a partner. Seeing everyone around me with someone they love, then seeing my first love, the wish of a partner and the trauma from Baekhyun kind of mixed together, and the result came out negative." I tried explaining as well as I possibly could, not forgetting to take breaks between sentences, so I wouldn't be in immense pain.

Kyungsoo, surprisingly, stepped forward, and laid his hand as gently as he could on my shoulder.

"I know how you feel, hyung. I've been there before, but of course, never this serious since I found Jongin before it went out of hand." I think his motive was to make me feel better, but it didn't help that much.

I still smiled at him and Jongin, because the two of them were so cute together.

Kyungsoo had Jongin wrapped around his pinky finger, but he never took advantage of that, because he knew that Jongin had him wrapped around his pinky finger, as well.

They were extremely whipped for each other, despite their obvious differences. Every couple in my circle of friends were whipped for each other.

Kris, who'd always fly Junmyeon to America, even though Junmyeon could pay for it himself, whenever he'd release a new song or album.

Minseok and Jongdae opening a café together, which Jongdae invested in to surprise Minseok on their anniversary, which was also where he proposed to the oldest.

Sehun who left his home country, to live in Luhan's and learn more about Luhan's home, even though Sehun hated to move back and forth.

Tao spoiling the hell out of Yixing, even when the older said no, and making sure to remind the older everyday, that he loves him and won't ever stop.

These guys had the perfect life, yet they still chose to be friends with a lowlife like me.

I was so lucky to have amazing friends like them, even if it's killing me that I'm alone.

Speaking of friends, I had realised my phone on the table next to me, blowing up with messages.

Thank god the screen was upwards, so I could actually see who sent the messages.

"Myungsoo hyungie"

I smiled a bit.

Myungsoo, Jongdae and I kept in contact and even after finishing school, we still remained friends.

I knew that Myungsoo had a partner as well, he had introduced us to each other.

If I remember correctly his partner's name was Lee.. Sungyeol? Yeah, Lee Sungyeol. They were engaged, and were planning on getting married in around half a year?

I realised that I had spaced out, and my friends were snapping their fingers, to make me focus. I apologised and motioned for them to keep talking.

AN: Yesterday was actually supposed to be serious but I'm not so sure I wanna discontinue this story after all :) I apologise for being somewhat dramatic and extremely inactive to which I have no excuse for but like every other time I say this; I'll try my best to become more active even if it's just once every week