Does He Love Me? Shu Kurenai x Reader

Chapter 6: Paranoid

YOUR POV
   What am I supposed to do? Yesterday I found out that basicly all my main friends betrayed me besides Diago and Valt the smol bean. Why would Shu do this. Oh wait, I know! He wants to get inside my head. I've been feeling paranoid every step I take. Looking around every corner, I can't do anything feeling like someone's going  to come after me.
   I walked up to the school's front gate. Seeing Diago I walked up to him. "Hey Diago" I said.
   "Hey (y/n), how are you doing with what happened yesterday?" Diago had asked.
   "Umm, I'm okay!" I responded with a fake smile on my face. Diago couldn't tell and just continued on asking me questions.
   "Great, I just wanted to ask."
   "Also, do you know if Valt was a part of this plan to get Shu and myself together?" My paranoia started to kick in. What if Valt was a part of this? If I can't trust my little smol bean how can I trust anyone? How can I even trust Diago... He's the only friend who hasn't claimed to be out to try and destroy me. I can't trust anyone can I...
   "Hey? (y/n), are you okay? You've been spacing out for a little bit." Diago had been waving his hands in front of my face.
   I shock my head trying to get these thoughts out of my head. "Ya! I'm fine Diago!" Not really, I'm to busy questioning what could happen in my life. How Shu could possible destroy the sanity I have left.
   The bell then rang. "I'll see you later (y/n)."
   "Okay, bye." I said. I was dreading first period. Shu was in my class, that usually means he'll try to interact with me. I can't trust him. Not after all he's done to myself and my mental being.
   I dragged myself to class not wanting to get there so soon with the thought of what Shu could do in my head. Walking in to classroom I looked around. Everything was all normal, except Shu wasn't there. Where could he be? Oh stop it (y/n) this will cool down some of the paranoia you have for today.
   Taking my seat the teacher started talking. The hour flew by like a breeze since our teacher may or may not have been sick and was getting a little delusional. "So as you can see everyone with that the answer to 78-4+7=81. Any questions?"
   A girl named Ria shot her hand up. "Umm, aren't we learning about the periodic table?"
   The teacher looked at her with an odd face. "This is the periodic table. Remember everyone math is the periodic table so take a note down on this." Everyone stared up at hear with a questioning look but just took the notes anyways.
   The next class I went to was with my 'friends'. We all choose this elective together which was art. And of course we all choose seats next to each other.
   I sat down on the brown stool. Opal and Mai weren't there yet. I was waiting all class and they didn't show up. Weird. Mai never missed school and if Opal wasn't here she would at least be posting something. If she was in school she would still be posting something in class. While our teacher wasn't looking I stopped drawing and took out my phone. No notifications about her posting.
   This was starting to get interesting. No Shu, no Mai, and no Opal. How could all those specific people be gone? What's going on here?
   I may not be friends with Mai and Opal but that doesn't mean I don't care about them. The same thing might go for Shu as well. What am I thinking! I can't like him! Not after what had happened. That scarred  me for life and I don't think I can forgive him.
   The rest of the day went by fast. The last class I had was with Valt. I sat down at my gray desk and looked at my classmates. I didn't see Valt. This was giving me more paranoia. What's going on? Why are all my friends disappearing like this? I couldn't take it anymore. Taking out my phone I started to text Diago.

You: Hey Diago, have you seen Valt, Shu, Opal, or Mai today? I haven't seen them in any classes.
SENT

Diago: I haven't seen any of them either. Shu is in my English class and Valt is in my special elective.
SENT

You: What do you think happened to them?
SENT

Diago: I don't know? Maybe they were all just sick today.
SENT

You: Really? So they all were sick at the same time when we saw all of them fine last night.
SENT

Diago: I'm trying here!
SENT

You: Sorry. I'll talk to you later about this.
SENT

   I turned off my phone to finish my work. When the class was over I walked over to my locker and did my code. Opening the locker door a note fell out. It looked wrinkled and a bit beaten up but I unfolded it.
Dear (y/n),
   Meet me up at the rooftop today at 8 p.m. Don't ask who I am just come. You may not want to if you know who I am and I understand that. You also may not trust this letter but please just give it a chance. I promise you it'll be worth it.
               
                                                From,
                                                   ...

   I looked at the note a reread it a few times. Of course something like this happens when my paranoia is at its highest. What should I do, I can't trust this letter. Yet at the same time I was extremely curious to see what could happen.
   Walking outside to the school gates and saw Diago. I waved to him and he came over. I showed him the note. Diago looked this at the note for a good while. Most likely feeling a little paranoid too. I don't blame him though.
   "What should I do Diago?" I looked at him with pleading eyes.
   "I... I think you should go."
   "But what if something bad happens!?" My paranoia started to kick in again.
   "Then you can call me and I'll be there in a heatbeat." Diago explained. I nodded my head a sat down on the bench to wait until eight.

8 P.M.
   I looked at my phone. "Eight, I guess I should go then." Getting up  I wiped the dirt off my (pants/ shorts/ skirt/ skort) and walked into the school. "Wow, the school isn't locked. Well there goes the security I felt about at school."
   Then I heard some laughing. "How do ya think the school's gonna react to the new painting on the walls."
   "I think they're gonna love it." Another said with a smear in their voice.
   I started to turn around and got ready to walk away until. "Hey freak! Where do ya think you're going?!" I instantly froze. Turning around, I saw another face I wish I'd never see again.
   I whispered under my breath... "Lui..."

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How do you think this chapter went? I hope it went well. I think it went well? Great now I'm going into paranoia! Oh well... bye peoples!