Christian's POV
I was sitting and my room and eating cookies. I honestly don't remember when I brought them here but I don't care.
I hear the front door opens and Jordans voice. Then footsteps on the stairway.
Only one hour ago I was kissing him and now he was making out with Jordan. I feel tears running down my cheeks and I started to breathe heavily.
I took a deep breath and unlocked my door and headed to the kitchen. Clinton was making a sandwich. Btw it was 10:30 pm and he was eating.
I opened the fridge and took a beer. Clinton looked at me with a surprise on his face.
"Bro, it's 10:30pm. I think it's not really good idea. " He looked at me with concern.
"Bro , you are making a sandwich in the middle of the night." We launched and I walked back to my room.
I decided to text Angeline.
"Hey. "
"Hello Kras ❤️"
"How are you? Want to go out somewhere? "
"Yes. Of course! When?"
"Tomorrow. I will pick you up at 8 pm. Is it okay? "
"Yes. It's okay. See you x "
I put my phone on bedside table and fell asleep.
In the morning I was doing nothing. It was a good day, but I wasn't in a mood of doing something.
7:30 pm.
I opened my wardrobe and chose my favourite dark blue shirt. Put on my black skinny jeans. Someone knocked on my door and then it opens. I see Mitty.
"Hey. Can we talk for a second?" He was avoiding eye contact.
"Yeah, I have about five minutes so we can talk. " I looked at him with a soft smile.
"I wanted to say... To say... I'm sorry." He stepped closer to me. "I'm sorry that i yelled at you today." He was playing with his ring on his finger.
"Oh, that's okay. Don't worry. I was an idiot. I didn't want to kiss you. It meant nothing to me. It was adrenaline from the show" I felt bad lying to him, but I couldn't tell him about my feelings.
"Ahah. Cool. It meant nothing to me too. " He looked at me with sadness in his eyes. Why? He has a girlfriend and they seemed good. "Btw, where are you going? You look great". *Omg he said I look good*
"I'm going out with Angeline"
"Oh. Good luck." He said and left my room.
I took my phone, wallet , keys and left our house.
7:59 pm.
I knocked on Angeline's door. I hear footsteps and the door opens. Angeline is wearing blue skinny jeans and white blouse. Her black hair is wavy. She looks great but not as great as Mitchel. I know that I don't love her but I'm still with her because I don't want to be alone.
"You look great!" I smiled.
"Thank you . You look great too" then she leans and give me a quick kiss on my cheek.
"So let's go to the party. My friend has a party today and I thought it is a good idea to go there together."
"Of course. I haven't been to parties for a long time " I take her hand in mine and we make our way to the party.
is it okay that i update it very often? thank you for reading x
