Mitchel's POV
"This kiss on stage. You wanted to continue the kiss! You know that I have a girlfriend!" I was screaming now. He looks lost. I see tears filling his eyes. But I was angry.
Suddenly, he steps closer and kisses me again. When he kissed my lips , my skin was crawling. This kiss was with passion. His plum lips were so soft and warm and it felt so good that everything that I could do is to moan through the kiss. After this he broke the kiss and ran away. What have I done?
During our way home we haven't talked. I was holding Jordans' hand and I felt awkward. I thought that I loved her, but now it felt a little bit wrong.
When Christian unlocked our front door he ran into his room.
Boys looked at me. Clinton broke this silence with a question.
"What's wrong?" He asked concerned.
"Nothing" I lied to him. I knew that he knows that I am lying but I couldn't tell him truth.
"If you need help just tell me. You are my brother and I want the best for you. Ok?"
"Yeah, thanks Clinton." I gave him a quick hug and headed to my room.
I entered my room and closed the door. I grab a pack of cigarettes and took one. I opened the window and set down on sill. I light a cigarette.
Why did Christian kiss me and then run away? It was weird but I love to feel his lips on mine. He is such a good kisser. I hear my phone vibrates. New message. From unknown number.
"Hey! It's Jordan. I forgot my phone in your bag. Can I come to you and take it ?" I was feeling so bad but I couldn't say no to her. So I just wrote a short message
"Yes"
I could hear the front door open but I decided to stay in my room. Knock on the door. The door opens. I see Jordan. She immediately jumped on my bed and started kissing me.
"Mitty. I love you" she whispered in my ear. Jordan started to kiss me more and more. I love kissing her but it felt different. Kiss with Christian was with passion, it was hot, but with Jordan it's cold. She was already sitting on my lap. She wanted to take off my t-shirt but I suddenly pushed her away. I didn't want it.
"Mitchel! Wtf?" She said angrily. It was the first time I pushed her away.
"I'm sorry. I don't want do it now. Boys are at home. What if we make a lot of noise?" I just don't want to have sex now.
"Mitty" said Jordan softly playing with my braids. " We won't make noise. We will be quite" I look at her smiling face and suddenly her face turning into Christian's . I shake my head and look again at Jordan. She stares at me with widen eyes and trying to understand what is going on.
"I'm sorry. I can't." I said pulling her away from my lap.
"Fuck you Mitchel. I don't understand what you want. Call me when you will solve all your problems. " She looked at me and left the room.
I am alone. I light a new cigarette and went back to the sill. I see people walking by. Birds singing on the trees...
Wowowo. Thank you for reading x
