Mitchel's POV
i hear how Christian left our house.
"Clinton!" i yelled. "Truth or dare?"
"Truth if course" Clinton yelled from kitchen.
"Would you date Jesse if you could?" I asked standing in the door frame. I knew that Jesse and Clinton can be more than friends, so I decided to make them a little bit closer to each other.
"Yeah I would date him if I could" Clinton said with a smirk on his lips. I see Jesse blushed.
"Okay. Mitty truth or dare?" Clinton ask giving me a bottle with beer.
"Hmm. Let me think." I pretended to think. "I chooooooseee dare. "
"Okay. So. It will be an easy one. You need to kiss Kras like you've done it on stage during our last show" I feel my cheeks getting red.
"Clinton, we re friends. I kiss him only in front of crowd during the shows."
"Go. Now. " He said with a smirk on his face.
"Okay. "
I made my way to the beach because I knew that I will found Christian there. It was his favourite place. While I was walking in the direction of beach I started to get nervous.
I saw him sitting on the sent with his back leans to one of the palm trees. He looks so handsome. I tried to make a conversation in my mind
*hey. How are you doing bitch?* - rude.
*Hello Christian. I want to make something with you* - weird.
*Ciao ragazza*- ITALIAN? And I'm not sure if it's right. I knew only several words so it was bad idea.
I took a deep breath and walk towards Christian.
I touched his shoulder and made an awkward smile. He turned his head and I couldn't say something else but
"Can I sit?"
"Yeah, of course." Said Christian with a wide smile on his face. He looks great.
I tried to form words in my head but everything sounded so stupid so I lean and kiss him softly. His lips were soft and palm. I put my hand on his chest. I never felt like this before even kissing Jordan. There was something in our kiss. I feel that it's not enough air and break the kiss. I regretted. I wanted to kiss him again but couldn't. Everything that I could say was
" Hahaha , you will never believe me, but Clinton and I were playing "through or dare" and Clinton told me to kiss you..." I see his eyes filling with tears and he stands up and running away. I wanted to take my words back but it was too late.
I wanted to leave too but I saw a book on the sand and took it. I open it and see several bookmarks in the book. I open the first page and read
' is it better to speak or die?'
' if I could have him like this in my dreams every night of my life, I'd stake my entire life on dreams and be done with the rest'
' call my by your name and I will call you by mine'
'you will kill me if you stop'
' I wish I had one friend I wasn't destined to lose'
I closed the book and headed home.
When I opened the door Clinton appears from kitchen.
"What had happened between you and Kras?"
"Um, I kissed him. But I shouldn't tell him that it was a prank. "
I pull Clinton away and made my way to my room. I still had his book. I opened and started reading it.
I understood one thing. Christian is more than a friend to me.
Next several days he ignored me. I knew that I need to talk to him. I decided to make it after the show which we have next week.
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