Hope For The Hopeless (Cricky)

Chapter 6~

(Chris's P.O.V.~)

'OH MY GOD, HE IS SO FUCKING PERFECT!!!!' I yelled in my mind as I walked towards my house. Ricky is he cutest thing ever! He's so shy and so short, HE'S SO ADORABLE! I really hope he likes me back, cause I think I'm in love..Wow, I sound like a girl in some barfy chick flick..But I don't care. For those who haven't figured it out yet, I'm Gay. Ya know, G-A-Y? Yep, thats me. I'm not like a pack of Skittles though, I'm just me. Nobody knows I'm Gay, except for my friend Mike. He was my best friend at my old school, and he never judged me. He's straight though, but he was my best friend. Hell, the dude look just like me! Except a little different.

When I walked inside my house, I saw my dad passed out on the couch with a book on his stomach and the TV on. I chuckled and shook my head. I walked over to the couch, grabbed the remote from his hand, and turned off the TV. I turned to walk away when he stirred. "Ughhh..Chris? Is that you?" I nodded and said "Yeah dad. Just got home from school." He nodded and said "Okay..How was your first day, son?" I smiled and said "It was good..I made some friends." He opened his eyes and said "Really? That's great...Were they nice to you?" I rolled my eyes and said "Yes dad, they were nice...I got their numbers and they're gonna take me to school tomorrow and drop me off here when it's over...If that's okay with you." He nodded and said "Yeah, that's fine..Hope I get to meet them." I smiled and said "I'm gonna be in my room if you need me." He nodded and I walked to my room.

I closed my door behind me and dropped my bag on the floor. I sighed and walked over to my stereo, and pressed play. I smiled when the sound of Cease To Exist by Suicide Silence flodded through my room. I miss Mitch Lucker...The bands not the same without him. I kicked my shoes off, changed into some basketball shorts, and flopped onto my comfy as fuck bed. I stared up at the ceiling and smiled at the thought of Ricky. God the first time I saw him, It took everything in me, not to just grab him and kiss him. That's when I remembered I had his number.

I pulled my phone out, scrolled through my contact list and stopped and smiled when I saw his contact name. RICKY HORROR actually suited him nicely. But he's a beautiful horror..Wow Chris, all it took was one guy to make you fall head over heels for...Not that it's a bad thing. What was I even gonna say to him? Oh come on Cerulli, MAN UP! I sighed and sent him a message. I hope he answers.

(C=Chris

R=Ricky)

C: Hey Ricky, its Chris. What's up? :).

I pressed SEND and sighed. He probably thinks I'm so desperate, I'm such an idiot. A second later my phone buzzed, scaring the shit out of me.

R: Hey newbie, not much haha :p.

C: I'm sitting in my room, BORED AS FUCK! xp. I got homework in Anatomy, and it sucks! My first day here, and I have homework :(.

R: Awww that sucks man, sorry :(. You want me to come over and help you out with it?

That made my heart flutter a little and I smiled.

C: Sure um..If it's cool with you.

R: Lol it's no big deal. I'm just hanging at Ange's house, I'll just have him drop me off at you're place :).

C: Okay, cool :). See ya then :).

R: See ya :).

I put my phone down and squealed a little..Come one Chris, IT'S JUST RICKY! Beautiful, adorable, short, blue eyed, perfect smiled, absolutely amazing, Ricky. Yep..I've got it bad for him.