MORE MATURE [COMPLETED]

MRMTR: 09

Truth hurts. Muli akong tumawa, hanggang sa tuluyan akong naiyak.

"Right, I'm your guinea pig."

"M-megane, please don't be m-mad."
Lex said.

"Oh! I have all the rights to be mad! Fuck it! Walang kasiguraduhan yung gamot! Putangina!" I can't help but to growled.

"Please let me explain." Pagpapakumbaba ni Lex, she's now crying.

"Stop. I don't like tears." Yet I'm crying right now.

"At first I don't like the idea of your boyfriend, but pride took over me. Naisip ko na baka dahil sa gamot na ito, madami akong matulungan at magiging sikat ako. Oo pumayag ako pero ang usapan namin, isang beses lang, pero it turns out he deceived me. Gumana ang gamot pero ang nakalimutan mo ay ang nakaraan, not the future, not the time when you met Leandro. Yes, he help me improve it. Kasi sabi niya hindi effective, at that point, hindi na ako pumayag, kasi nga baka may mangyari ng masama. I can't lose you. What can I do? He have lots of connection, he blackmailed me. Sorry, sorry talaga!" And she cried even more. Hinigit siya ni Leandro at inalo.

I wiped my tears. Ano ba naman yan, bakit ba kasi nag kaganito? Okay naman nung una ah?

Why am I in messed now?

"Love..." Tiningnan ko siya ng masama.

"Don't call me love!"

"I ALREADY SAID I'M SORRY, WHY WON'T YOU FORGIVE ME?!" His face darkened.

"Oh you fucking shut up!" Sigaw ko din.

"Say what?! You're choosing them over me huh?!" He's clearly crazy obsessed.

"Shut up you fucker!", Biglaang sabi ni Leandro.

"Don't shout at her bastard! She's a woman, your woman, treat her as one." He got my respect now.

Maybe he's part of my forgotten memories.

"Bakit ba kasali ka dito?!" Muling bulyaw ni Pierce, kwinelyuhan niya pa ito, dahilan para mabitawan nung isa si Lex.

Maangas niyang tiningnan si Pierce at nagsalita.

"I dislike men, who disrespect woman. My mother raised me not to shout nor hurt a woman, and looks like your my opposite. Please be reminded that everyone deserve to be respected. And as what I've said, she's your woman."

Pabalya siyang binitawan ni Pierce.

"You know nothing about me!" He shouted again.

Bumuntong hininga ako. Great, that I'm calmed now, but I'm still mad.

"Pierce..." I call his attention.

"What?!" His eyes we're red now. Fuck.

"Let's... Let's break up." There, I finally drop the bomb.

Agad namang nag bago ang emosyon niya agad siyang lumapit sa'kin.

"Please, not that, I'm sorry for being a bastard Love I'm sorry! Please, don't break up with me." He hugged me tight and cried, hinayaan ko lang.

"You both love Science that you use it to do what you desire." Usal ko. Bumuntong hininga ako at muling nagsalita.

"Pierce, hey Pierce..." Umupo ako sa couch at agad naman siyang lumuhod sa harap ko.

I cup his face and stared intently at his eyes. "We need to let go of each other Pierce. Your love, it's not healthy anymore, look where it brought us. Patuloy lang nating sasaktan ang isa't isa."

"... I love you, you know that right?" He nodded like a kid.

"You need to fix yourself, we need to fix each other. Mali na eh, toxic na. Ayusin muna natin yung sarili natin tsaka pag okay na at sana pwede pa. We will give it another shot. I'm hurt and you need to fix yourself."

"I love you. I love you. I love you." He keeps on saying that and shower my face with kisses.

Mukhang umalis naman yung dalawa. So I let him.

"I love you too." Sagot ko at hinalikan siya sa labi.

"Pag naayos na ang lahat, pag okay na tayo pareho, baka pwede pa." He touch my face, pinunasan niya pala ang luha ko.

"Pwede pa. I'm really sorry. I love you so fucking much."

He kiss me fully on the lips.

'I love you too, my bad boy.'

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