The First Day

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I finally wake up!

I'm not really that excited anymore because I don't know if everybody on my list still knows me. I also HATE that I have to look like I'm a really nerdy person on the outside, but on the inside I'm a chill and relaxed person.

I wake up and brush my teeth with an extra minty toothpaste, the kind I like. I try and follow a Sister snatched makeup tutorial, but I still don't understand the difference between foundation and concealer.

I ONLY WANT TO FIT IN!


My mom left me a note saying," I hope you have a GREAT day at school honey!" Eww the cringe! I barely ever get to see my parents. I bet she just called my neighbor to leave the note in here. I already know my mom is in Milan for her new fashion line.

I take a piece of toast and I'm on my way to Lakewood high. You see I'm not the type of girl that cares about how many carbs I'm eating and stuff like that. Like honestly do people want to look like sticks with barely any clothes on.

While walking to school I see couples gazing into each other's eyes. I feel left out because I haven't been able to feel that way before. I want to feel that spark, the chemistry.

I just feel my face light up at the thought of being with Tristen. I wish he was here! Yet even if he was here, I don't think he'd ever notice me. I don't even know if he has a girlfriend yet, but I know he wouldn't want to be with a nobody like me.

There are girls who would pay to go on a date with Tristen. It's crazy to think that girls are that obsessed with guys. I do know that what I'm doing seems like I'm obsessed too, but those other girls have a chance while I don't.

Can't a girl dream once in a while.

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