For me to be so young I've gotten my heart broken many times
I think its because I get attached to you instantly and I start planning my life with them then BOOM they break my heart
it was like a cycle I was getting use to it though so really stop bothering me
the biggest L I took would have to been last year
I had started talking to this boy named Marcus he was so fine to me he was tall and dark skinned and I just loved the vibe
he was feeling me I was feeling him we got to know each other then he asked me out I was so happy
that was like my first love mind you we got together two weeks before my grandfather had passed and when he passed I did start acting strange and I told him why I was acting like I was
and this boy had the nerve to say I was cheating and using my grandfathers death as a excuse
I had just lost someone so close to me and he had the need to say that so we got to arguing and I said some things about his dead brother which I regret
my dad had just came in town for my papas funeral and I haven't seen him in some years
he left me my sister and mom with nothing so I had no love for him so with all this going on I fell into a really deep depression
I didn't wanna talk to no one but Kameron and my best friend
no one payed no attention to me it was either they were to busy planning the funeral and my other side of the family was so caught up with my sisters prom which was the day before my papas funeral
But like three days after my papas funeral me and Kameron broke up
well not actually he kinda ghost my ass and I can say I haven't got over it because I relied on him to keep me happy when my papa died so that was kinda tough for me but now idgaf no more because I been playing niggas ever since
I blame him for making my heart cold and that's why I try not to get attached to quickly
P.s
I know these short but they finna get longer I was just explaining some stuff
