Starry Eyes - REWRITTEN

十; Ten

I turned to the group and walked past them, my day was fine so far. I then saw someone waving to the boys, upon further inspection I saw the devil herself... Jing.

It was like my life came crashing down all at once like my voice was suddenly cut off and my mind blank. Before I knew it my body was coldly walking past the boys my eyes focused in front of me and my shoulder hitting Jing. I found myself in the music room when I finally gained full awareness and control. I fell to the ground my hands instinctively going to my face and eyes. I stayed there squatting on my feet my arms crossed and my face buried on top of my knees. I felt more alone then I had ever been. It was a glance, a single glance at her and I came crashing down.

My world was falling down and I'll be honest, I was terrified. Cold air hit my tear stained cheeks as I noticed the slightly open window across the room by the piano. Standing and walking over to the piano I sat down my hands hovering over the keys, debating whether or not to take my chances. I had never played piano or sung in school with a chance because of the chance of being caught, but I lost all control and placed my hands on the keys.

My mind went blank and all my pain flowed out in lyrics and melodies from the piano, my feelings of love. My feelings of Pain. My feelings of being broken. My feelings of being left out. My feelings of not having parents who care. I let it all flow out, and when I finished the song I stood up grabbing my bag and ignoring the large crowd outside went back to my newly accustomed cold demeanor and quickly walked off to class. I had just arrived and none of them knew much of who I was, some knew I was kind of famous but they didn't know that before today I was never cold. But suddenly after a glance of the person who ruins my life, my whole being has changed and I became cold. I couldn't even think, all my thoughts left my head.

I had finally made it to the class to see the boys there with Jing, so I coldly walked past them not even looking at them or returning their hello's. I simply walked to a seat away from them and sat down. As I expected some of the kids who were in this class, and some who were not, who had seen me at the piano rushed over to me and if they were in the class they sat down around me and if not they stood and asked for photos and autographs. I sat there not saying anything or looking anywhere but in front of me.

The professor came in and the people who were standing rushed to their seat or to their class. I slightly closed my eyes, leaning back until I heard my name called. Of course, this is when I knew I would be exposed to the rest of the class, hearing my name would make the others recognize me as the famous star if my face didn't. As the teacher called out my first name I raised my hand and the people around me suddenly looked my direction. I had a pretty unique name and often people would associate it with me, and of course, the people who didn't recognize me before realized who I was. Now the whole school would be over me for me being famous and my piano incident earlier.

My mind was clear of Jing and the other boys until her name was called for attendance. My nose scrunched up and then went back to normal as the people around me continued to ask me for photos and autographs. I simply waved my hands at them to stop and they focused on the teacher.

Class went by fine and I left just as coldly and followed as I entered. I quickly walked off to the bridge and went over to the waiting car where Lui got out and gave me lunch with a kiss on the forehead and a hug. I then turned and left with a cold look to the boys and Jing who passed. I heard a noise so my eyes crept over slightly to see a girl teetering on the edge and Jing laughing at her and nudging her. I was beyond upset. I dropped my lunch gaining the attention of all the people around me and the boys who had been passing by. When they turned to me they saw Jing with the girl, then in a swift motion I ran over and stepped on a rock while making a small jump, then landing on the platform she was on and wrapping an arm around her, I jumped landing on my feet. I guess it was impressive since it was pretty high up even from the rock. And Jing, who was still on the platform, looked stunned and angry that I messed with her 'game'. I quickly checked the girl and grabbed a student to bring her to the nurse's office, during this time Jing had climbed down and noticed the boys looking at her.

She put on an act and asked,

"I was saving her, why would you do that?"

I said nothing and went back, picking up my lunch and heading to the roof. I couldn't fathom she would put on the act even though people saw her pushing the girl so she would fall off the platform and to the water which was shallow with rocks so she would have definitely injured herself. I sat on the roof leaning my head back against the wall, I looked over at my untouched lunch. I was too repulsed by Jing to eat. She wasn't bullying me anymore but she was still bullying people... my heart sank and I closed my eyes. A voice came from the entrance to the roof and I opened my eyes to see Lei. I was about to smile when I saw Jing on his arm, I quickly grabbed my bag and threw it away shouldering past Lei. My heart ached more thinking about Lei and Jing than anything in the world.

I didn't know where I was going but I found myself crying under the stairs in Si, Ximen, and Meizuo's (who had just been informed of everything before) arms.

A/N:

I hope you all enjoyed this special chapter! I know it wasn't as special as I hoped it would be but I wanted to update a semi-special chapter for you all! Stay strong!