Millie's POV.
I reached over as Finn was laid on me, sleeping peacefully. I rested my fingers between us. He didn't move or wake up. I stayed there whilst trying to snap a picture of us both. Of our hands and me kissing finn. At one point, I felt Finn kiss back. I leaned away.
"Hey!" His voice croaked.
"Sorry, did I wake you?" I ask.
"No. I felt your hand before. I was awake from that point." He smiled.
"Why didn't you open your eyes?" I ask.
"You rarely hold my hand when I'm awake so I let you since its the best feeling ever." I smiled and laid closer to Finn. I played with his hair as he was rubbing my arm. My hand in his hand still.
"Its hard." I say. "Being a secret. The only time we can be ourselves and together." He blinked very slowly."Am I losing you?" I ask.
"No." He answered. "I can't sleep when you're upset."
"I'm not upset." I lied. I looked away.
"Mill." Oh God!
"Why do you call me that?" I ask.
"Because I know you, you won't be honest with me unless I call you that. Besides you like me calling you that. You blush." I felt my cheek get warm from the blushing.
"Okay, finnie." I call him. I lean and kiss his lips. We broke apart when I heard the door.
"Millie! Finn! It's time for you to head home." My mo said to Finn.
"That's okay Mrs Brown." My mom walks out leaving the door open. I smiled and hugged Finn goodbye.
"Hold my hand and say you won't let go." I whispered into his ear. He lean in to whisper back.
"I will never let go. Ever!" I smiled sweetly. He broke away and kissed me before heading out my room and out the house. I waved at him from the window. It was pretty dark out and it was almost 9.
"Hello!" I heard someone say. I turn and see my mom.
"Yeah!" I answer.
"How are you and finn. Since you know."
"Mom! Me and Finn are a secret from the world and especially family. Youre just lucky because you caught us kissing." I said.
"You are being careful right?" I didn't have to ask what she meant as I knew.
"Mom! Too far. We only started holding hands. We are too young for that!" She nods.
"I know sweetie. Since your dad doesn't know, I want you and safe to be careful and if he ever puts you in a situation you're not comfortable with, tell me." I nod. She pats my arm and leaves my room.
"Mom!" She turns at the door. "Thanks for being cool about this." She smiles and walks off. I really hope I can trust her. She wouldn't tell anyone about me and Finn. Would she?
