Numb // H. hj

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I went to where you were today,

You were at her house.
Doing it with her.
I knew it already.
I knocked.
You opened.. Shirtless.
I wasn't fazed anymore.
I was still hurt.
You looked at me.
And laughed.
Then told me, 'let's break up'
Once those three words left your mouth.
I couldn't stop the tears from gushing out.
My heart was aching, throbbing in pain.
I didn't care anymore.
I cried my heart out.
I did everything you wanted.
Yet I still wasn't enough.
All I wanted was your love.
And I couldn't have it.
It turned out.
You played me all along.
It worsens the pain.
I was choking on tears.
Then you shut the door.
Leaving me there.
Cold.
Empty.
Broken.

This is how you want it to end?
Then I'll give you what you want, one last time.