Thank you for reading this book, I know it was really complicated, it's just that, this book was conveyed by something that happened to me, only, I couldn't do it, my father saw me at the act and immediately stopped me, I was so heartbroken, but now I'm on my way to recovery, I've always been hiding this, so I felt like writing a book about it would help me forget about it, I used hyunjinnie because he looked similar to him, not much but their eyes were a resemblance. I've also wanted to warn people about love, sometimes it's not all rainbows, because sometimes, us people are so blinded by love, we can't see that were hurting. 'the rainbow comes after the rain' that's what most people say, and it's true. life is all about ups and downs, and sometimes, it's best to face your problems rather than run away, if your going through a hard time, don't hesitate to tell somebody, even if you feel like no one is there for you, there is, and there always will be. I'll be there for you, I've gone through loads of shit and I'm really hoping other people won't, I never want anyone to commit suicide, it hurts me even if I don't know them.
Now about the story:
hyunjin came into hyoorin's life when she was at a depressed state, he lifted her up but only to bring her back down deeper, hyoorin couldn't handle it anymore and ended her life, because no matter what, she still loved hyunjin. And I want people that are going through a super hard time, to not suppress it, let it out, it's better than to bottle it, reach our your hand. I'm sure someone in the world will be willing to take it.
Extra:
Should I make a book 2 for this?
Did you like it?
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Should I Make a hyunjin pov?
Should I make a epilogue?
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Author's opinion:
I really love this book, it's the first book that I ever finished, it's also the only angst I've ever done, I finished this book in one day, I didn't publish it yet because I had no wifi, I Started at 12 am, and finished at 4 am. I didn't proof read this so I'm sorry if I have grammar mistakes and spelling errors, by the time I was three chapters in I was already feeling drowsy, I fell asleep a few times but only to wake up again, I had to finish it. I put in a lot of effort. So thanks for reading!
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