Gutta3:Happy Endings

Love In Paradice?

Amir

"Bonnie scoot over bruh." I said. She fell asleep in my bed and she all up on me and it's hot. "Amir stop moving." She with her eyes still closed. I got frustrated and slid out the bed.

Bonnie been with us these few months and she been clingy as fuck. It's annoying the fuck out me and slowly but surely pushing a nigga away.

Ion got no problem with us cuddling every now and then but a nigga can't even go to the store without her. I jus need a little space that's all. She act like she can't do nothing with me. I'm pretty sure she just followed me out the room.

"Amir where you going?" She asked in a irritated tone. "Bonnie can you just get out my face for a lil bit." I said in The nicest way possible. "Why we was just cool laying down-"

"Bonnie I just need some fucking space damn. Leave me alone !" I snapped. I didn't even mean to but she jus be whining and shit all the time it get annoying.

She looked hurt by my words but I don't care right now. She nodded and walked away. I did a sigh in relief.

"Amir you doing it the wrong way." My pops came and talked to me. "I didn't mean to snap at her. But she always up under me like we married I'm only 16. Like give a nigga some space." I sighed.

"Yeah but she's been abused all her life. So she finally found someone who she thought truly loved her and that someone so happened to be you so now she doesn't know how to stop loving you for loving her." He explained.

"And I get that pops but she literally tries to come with me to the bathroom. I can't even go to my new job on time cus she bitch and cry about me going to work. I love shorty but she way too clingy. That shit turning me off and away from her." I sighed

Bonnie

I listened to the conversation in tears. It's like I can't ever do anything right. I try to be a good girlfriend or whatever I am to him and he says I'm too clingy.

And when he goes anywhere I get scared that my foster parents are gonna find me and kill me that's why I cling to him because I know he'd never let anyone hurt me. But maybe I'm doing everything wrong.

I'm just gonna pack myself up and go stay with Arial. She told me when she first got her apartment that I could go stay with her.

I texted her and let her know what was going on and she said she'll be here shortly. So with that I began packing all my clothes up and shoes and stuff that Amir's parents brought me. I grabbed my phone and charger.

**

I grabbed my bags and started to walk out the room. "Bonnie where you going?" Amir asked. I looked at him and kept going. I grabbed all my stuff. And walked out the house without a single word.

I won't be in a place where I'm not wanted.

"Bonnie so you don't hear me talking to you bro?!" He yanked my arm. "Amir stop that shit hurt!" I snapped. "Where you going?!" He yelled in my face ignoring what I just said.

"I heard the conversation with you and your dad and I don't wanna be here because I'm not wanted obviously." I shrugged. "I never said I ain't want you here I just don't want you all up on me. I just wanted a lil space." He sighed.

"And that's exactly what I'm gonna give you." I said before getting into Arial's car.

**

"Baby girl what you have to learn in relationship men need their space. You can't be all up on them. I'm not saying let him do anything cause if you give them the chance they will but it needs to be a balance with being clingy and then a little freedom and I don't mean let him flirt with bitches I mean like let him go to the court with his boys let him play the game. Shit like that." Lashonda said to me.

I nodded in a understanding tone.

"It's just like, I've been abused,molested, Miss treated in all types of forms. I just wanted to show him the love I never had you know?" I sighed.

"You have a very big heart and that shit can mess you up sometimes. Not saying that my grandson is the wrong guy but once you show him your weak he will play and toy with your mind." She said as she put out her blunt.

"I don't know maybe we should've just stayed friends." I shrugged. "Maybe, but it's too late for all that now." She chuckled.