The new Hemmings

Frustration and fitness

I wake up and groan I must of fallen asleep in my dress last night, I get up and walk into the bathroom and look in the mirror "wow I look like crap" I say my makeups smudged and my hairs all over the place, I decide to take a shower so I lock the door and peel off my dress and hop in and let the warm water rush down my body flattening my hair, I finish up and hop out wrapping a towel around my body I walk into the bedroom and into the walk in wardrobe I pick out leggings and a singlet and jacket, I get dressed and leave my hair to dry naturally, I grab my phone and head downstairs, I walk into the kitchen and grab myself a bottle of water. Because it's early I decide to head to the beach and go for a run, I quietly open the door and head to the beach I'm glad Luke showed me the beach I love it, I start to get flashbacks about my mum again and about dancing, that hasn't happened in years, I stick the water bottle in the sand and just start dancing, I groan in frustration knowing I'm nowhere near what I use to be, I'm so unfit it's not funny, I grab my stuff and storm back to the house angry that I let myself get to this stage, I gave up dancing because of grief now all I want is to be able to dance like I use to. I get back to the house and set my things on the counter and head upstairs, the boys must still be asleep, I change out of the sport gear and change into jeans and nirvana jumper. I walk back downstairs and grab the laptop and sit on the sofa, I google 'fitness' and heaps of websites pop up "what you looking at" Ashton says as he pops down on the sofa next to me "nothing" I sigh as I close the lid on the laptop and walk away "fitness" Ashton says I mentally face palm for not closing the browser "urm yeah" I say "are you trying to get fit" he says " I was I'm too confused about it all and the gyms cost too much money" I say making myself a coffee "why do you want to get fit for" he says joining me in the kitchen "I use to dance before my mum passed away and I kinda wanted to start it up again but I'm not as fit as I use to be and my technique is way off" I say sitting back on the sofa "get fit then" he shrugs "didn't you just hear me, gyms cost money that I don't have" I say "you don't need money" he says "what are you on about" I say "I'll train you" he says smiling.