He Loves Me?

This Book is about a girl a socialy akward girl trying to fit in but relises that she cant so its better just to be her self........

She always has sore wristes from the ever lasting scars......

She figured you know what causing my self Physical pain overbears my Emotinal pain.....

"Drew get your winny ass out of that room right now!"

My Father screams, which only causes me to hide under the bed.

i know this is not good, ever since my mother died 4 years ago hes been a drunk abousive asshole.

My best friend Aaron is my knight in shinning armor always taking care of me telling me how special i am but i know im not.

However we are both so different in so many ways, he's popular, I'm not.
He's got all the girls falling head over heals for him. I have no one.
He's devastatingly handsome.
And well I'm just not.

Even though we are so different, I still love him, he's always been there, we've been best friends ever since first grade.
I remember that day so very well.
He was there for me when nobody else was, the day my mother passed.
That day was the hardest day of my life and I will never forget the things he did for me.

I love him so much, but how can someone like him love someone like me?

Just as im about to climb out from under my bed after half an hour, my door slams open,my father is standing there with a beer bottle in one hand and his belt in the other.

He walks slowly beside my bed and pulls me out from under it by my hair a whimmper in pain, he throws me across the floor, I fall to the ground hard and try to stand up but he knocks me back down with a blow to the stomach, he pulls his belt to the side as hes about to hit me i hear foot steps running up the stairs, but beforei can see who it is i black out.

My knight in shinning armor lifts me up, he smiles at me and kisses my on the forhead and tells me to go back to sleep.

Wait he kissed me?

"Aaron?" i say confused to how he know what was happening?

"Shhhh, Drew just sleep i promise ill be here when you wake, i swear he will never touch you again." Aaron says as he presses his lips to my cheek. Thats all i need to be put into a beautiful blistful sleep.

DREW-Emo girl-Trying to block out the Emotinal pain out.

AARON-Popular boy- who doesnt believe Drew deserves him.

DAREN-Drews abusive achoholic father.

BLAKE-Emo boy, who wishes he wasnt & Emmas Cousin.

Emma-Drews Best friend-A funny cute sweet smart bestfriend.

OKAY OKAY Hello my lovelys im Britney this is one of my first books, im really looking forward to writing this book just remember im learing dont make fun of me.......xxxxx btw any ideas or questions or even just to ask me if im doing ok private message please.