"How Does someone so perfect feel so insecure
As to scar her skin with cuts and burns
And still want to hurt more.
How does someone so loving
Learn to hate her own guts
Drawing a picture on her arms with a blade
As if her mind isnt dark enough.
There is a girl in the front of my class
Who's so sad that you find it rare
To see her smile or laugh
Her friends tell her jokes
Like the one with the guy
But all she does is close her eyes
And enter her mind
How does someone so perfect
Feel so insecure
As to scar her skin with cuts and burns
And still want to hurt more
How does someone so loving
Learn to hate her own guts
Drawing a picture on her arms with a blade
As if her mind isnt hard enough
For her imperfections....
There was a girl
In the front of my classroom
Who yesterday took
The breath that was her last
She wrote a few notes:
"Im sorry i didnt say,
But my mind was messed up
You couldnt save me anyway....
And to the girl in the back of the class,
Who feels the way i did,
How does someone so perfect
Feel so insecure
As to scar her skin with cuts and burns
And still
want to
hurt more....
I sing as i sit in Emmas room , she's sitning on her bedroom floor palying her guitar.
A tear escapes from my eye.
Emma gets up and sits next to me, shes the complete oppiste of me, shes pretty, slim, typical straight blonde blues eyed cheer leader.
Im Curvey, Red curly hair not fuzzy more like ringlets, Green eyes book warm with a arm full of cuts.
"Drew? Whats wrong?"
" Hes seeing someone else"
i say as i fall into her arms and sob.
"What?"
"Aaron hes seeing someone else"
"And?" Emma has a cute confused look on her face.
"Im in love with him Emm" I say trying to stop my bottom lip from wobbling.
"Drew where's your Dad?"
"What?"
"He would have called you by now, but he hasnt."
"Hes in Jail"
"Why?"
"Emm, Hes been beating me, Aaron's seeing someone, i have nothing to go to" I say sobbing.
"WHAT?" she says lifting me up to look at her.
"Aarons seeing someone."
"No, not that your Dads been beating you?"
"Yeah" i say looking at the ground.
"Since when?"
"Since the age of 6"
"Drew why did'nt you tell me?"
"I did'nt want you to worrie, Theres nothing you could have done."
"My minds made up, Your living with me."
"Emm i cant."
"Oh yes you can and you will."
"But what about your parents?"
"Go have a shower your smelly, i'll ask them while your in the shower, Btw my cousin Blake is living here."
"Um okay, but what do i waer?"
She walks into her waldrobe and finds me some shorts and a tank top to put on.
"Thanks Emm, this means alot to me."
"Yeh yeh just go shower"
"Okay" I say getting up giggling as she drops her pantys.
"Drew?"
"Yeah, your lucky you have a best friend like me."
"Yeah, Im lucky your my Bestfriend."
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Im sorry i havent writen in a while i was just busy, but tell me what you think, i think its going well but that dosent mean it is........
TELL ME THE TRUTH!!!
Btw the song is called Dark Enough Look it up on Youtube.
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He Loves Me?
Teen FictionA Girl who doesn't know what to do, That's until that Boy comes and whips her off her feet, not by charming her but by being like her and understanding her. How did this all start?
