《 an nct college au- jaeyong based.》
"Whatever. All you need to know is that I'm not in love. Don't care for that."
Taeyong didn't care for whatever love was.
"I miss her...No, I miss love."
Jaehyun missed it.
4.1.19
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8:22 PM MONDAY
Yuta and Winwin thought it would be nice to stay the night at Jaehyun and Johnny's place.
Their classes ended hours ago. It's been a while since all of them had gathered up like this. The only person they were missing was Taeil, but that was because he was had night classes on Monday.
Jaehyun kept his eyes on the two boys who were cuddling and smooching on the couch. Yuta was resting his cheek on Winwin, and both of them looked really comfy. They were always like this, Johnny was used to it. Jaehyun was, too. It's just that whenever he saw them, he felt like he was missing something.
"Why are you here again?"
"Winwin isn't on good terms with his roommate." Yuta answered Jaehyun's question.
"Why'd you choose this place?"
"Because I love you both." Yuta blew a kiss to Johnny and Jaehyun, who both started shaking their heads.
Winwin was stressed over his upcoming play. He was the main lead, and he felt like he didn't have enough time to prepare. Just earlier, the stress came to him, and he suddenly broke down in the middle of memorizing his lines. His roommate belittled his situation and thought that it was just funny. Obviously, no one would like hearing their roommate's laughter as they broke down.
And that's what brought him here. He was snuggled up against his boyfriend who was caressing his head. He felt calm for once. Only Yuta could give him peace. Even for just a little bit, he felt like he didn't have anything to worry about. As long as he had Yuta by his side, he would be okay.
Jaehyun had a tint of melancholy in his eyes when he looked at the two lovers. They looked at each other as if they meant the whole world. For the two of them, nothing else mattered as long as they were together. Jaehyun could just tell. He knew what being in love felt like at one point. He missed it. He missed it terribly.
Johnny knew something was wrong, so he inched himself closer to Jaehyun. "What's wrong?" He whispered in a low voice.
"I miss her." Jaehyun looked down and thought for a while.
"No, I miss love."
Johnny nodded. He knew what Jaehyun felt. He always wanted to be happy for Yuta and Winwin. He was, of course, but he couldn't avoid the feeling of wanting love too. More like wanting love back. And love, to Johnny, was Ten.
Winwin was already sleeping in Yuta's arms. Yuta was scrolling through his phone with his earphones in, so he wouldn't hear Johnny and Jaehyun whisper.
"Tell me about it." Johnny put his arm around Jaehyun, and he was all ears.
"I don't know. I miss the feeling of loving someone. And the feeling of being loved."
