Are they...?
The room was spinning around me, as all the things I just heard started to penetrate my mind, actually processing what was said. They wouldn't right? They took me in, they cared for me, they did so much. Was it really just to become king? Who am I supposed to believe now?
"Y/N, are you okay?" I couldn't answer. It was as if my body had been paralyzed, as if it wasn't my own. "Y/N?" Jungkook asked once more, moving closer. Scared, I took a few steps back, remembering what he did to me. Jungkook sighed. "Y/N, I'm really sorry about what I did, in order to make stray kids hand you over, I had to... Make them angry. Clearly that worked, but I also scared you. I'm sorry."
You looked down. It still felt unpleasant, being with him, but you didn't want to stay mad at him. "It's okay" you mumbled almost inaudibly.
"Y/N, what are you going to do?" Namjoon asked in all seriousness. I ruffled my hair frustrated. "I don't know. All of this is too much to process right now!" Jin sighed. "Why don't we make a plan? You want to uncover the truth for yourself right? Go back to those guys, say you escaped from us. They want to win you? Flirt with all of them and make them tell you. That's how it's done."
As expected from the number 1 flirt... The worst thing is that it doesn't even sound like a bad idea. It's true that I'd definitely feel guilty for flirting with literally ALL of them, but thinking about it, it might make me uncover the truth about what's really going on...
"Fine, but until I find out what exactly is going on, don't try to harm them. I still grew up with them after all" I said somewhat embarrassed. They nodded. "Go!" Jimin said with a smile. I smiled back, already feeling somewhat more motivated simply because of one smile. "Wish me luck!"
I ran back home, trying to make me look more exhausted. It definitely felt wrong, lying to them like this, but if it gave me the truth, I had to. I rang the doorbell multiple times, making me look more panicked. Chan carefully opened, but as soon as he saw me he dragged me inside and slammed the door behind him.
"You idiot!" He shouted out. I could hear the anger in his voice, the pain, yet also worry. He pulled me into his arms, and I could feel tear drops fall on my shoulder. "Don't you know how worried I was?" His voice sounded like he could break down every second.
Slowly the others started coming into the living room. "Y/N..." Minho said. I tried to get out of Chan's arms to look at the others, but he wouldn't move an inch. "Please let me hold you" he whispered in my ear, making sure the others wouldn't hear it.
I simply nodded. I felt more guilty every second. How could these guys possibly just use me? Even if it is true, I don't want to believe it. All these years can't possibly be a lie right?
"Chan, let us hug her too" Minho said after a while, but Chan still didn't move. "Chan, come on, we care about her too, we were worried too. She's not yours" Minho said, now slightly more annoyed. Chan still didn't say anything, but slowly backed away. Sadness was written all over his face, it was clear he didn't want to let go.
Before I could even say anything, Minho had already walked up to me and hugged me from behind, resting his head on my shoulder. "Don't ever disappear on me again" he whispered in my ear, sending shivers down my spine.
I looked at Chan, who was still standing right in front of me. Our eyes locked, and he wouldn't allow me to leave his gaze. Minho turned me around, turning me away from Chan, making me face his chest. "Just look at me" he whispered. The tension in the air thickened, and all I could do was stay still.
Was this what they meant by trying to win my heart over? Was I just too blind to notice? "Guys, let's let her rest out, she must still feel awful. We'll talk about it later" Jeongin said, letting me escape from the situation. I mouthed a thank you as I ran upstairs.
When I closed my door, I immediately let myself fall down on the bed, letting out a deep sigh. "How on earth am I supposed to do this..."
"Do what?" Felix suddenly asked in his deep voice. I immediately turned around all flustered. "It's nothing..." I replied, hoping he wouldn't question it any further. He lay down besides me and pulled me into a hug. "You've been through a lot haven't you?" I just nodded, knowing that would be enough for him.
How am I supposed to flirt with guys that I've known practically half of my life? I have no idea, but I better learn some flirting tips somewhere! Felix kissed my forehead, and was about to stand up when I grabbed his hand. Please tell me this is how it works.
"Can you please stay with me?" I asked in the saddest voice as possible. I put on puppy dog eyes, but not too obvious. Felix looked like he was taken aback for a second, but a shy smile slowly formed on his face as he sat back.
After finding the right position, we both sat down on the bed, Felix leaning against the wall, and me leaning against Felix's back. He held one arm around my waist, placing his hand on my side, while I played with his other hand, drawing the lines on it.
"Y/N..." Felix started, sounding somewhat nervous. "Can we stay like this forever?" I smiled. "I hope we can." I quickly pecked his cheek and looked at his hand again, continuing playing with it. Embarrassment had washed over me. I should have asked for flirting tips from Jin!
Felix pulled his hand away and put it on my cheek, slightly turning my head to make me face him. He stared into my eyes, almost as if he looked straight into my soul. He slowly moved his head closer and closer.
I closed my eyes, not sure of what to expect. Was I going to have my first kiss with Felix? Right now? His lips met mine, leaving me somewhat in shock before kissing back. Our lips slowly moved in sinc, while he pulled me as close as possible. It seemed as if the whole world had disappeared, as in the universe was spinning around me.
After a few seconds, he slowly moved away again, stared at me again and smiled. I smiled back while my cheeks and ears were becoming redder by the second.
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