you hurt me so much recently that i've sobbed for a week,
falling asleep and waking up with wet cheeks.
you've done it before. hurt me to the point i break. so. many. times.
why the FUCK do i let you convince me to stay?
it's been days now. no messages. no apology.
i'm really fucking done this time.
if you cared about me, you wouldn't repeatedly disrespect and purposely embarrass me. you wouldn't say spiteful things that you KNOW would upset me.
my self-worth may be at an all time low, but even in these times, i know i deserve better than how you have treated me.
i deserve better than you. i always have.
i can't believe it took me so long to finally break.
-06-04-19-
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a pointless pathos.
Poetryjust a small and ever growing collection of poems, if you can even call them that. not regular updates, just when i find the inspiration x
