[aloisXreader] money cant buy love!

no, these feelings arnt real!

hi guys!!! this is going to be an interesting chapter! hope you like it!!

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you wake up in the middle of the night by soft cries out for help and whiney noises, curious, you stand up and walk out your bedroom door, following the noise, you end up outside alois's door and you open it slowly, it was a dimmly lit room, lit by candles beside his bed, alois was moving around, clenching the sheets and crying, at first, you thought he was awake, but it was only a nightmare, he was sweating alot, his hair stuck to his forehead, he makes another noise, whispering someones name i didnt know.. "l-luka..." he sniffs, tears falling from his closed eyes, you move the candles onto the bedside table and you hug him, he was whining in your ear, and it made you feel really upset, he wakes up all the sudden and gasps, quickly wrapping his arms around you, clenching the back of your gown, you look down at him, tears falling down his face. "alois....are you okay..?" he blinks, wiping away his tears "y-yes.. im fine..." you blink again, curious, you ask. "alois....whos luka?" his nails dig into your back slightly as his eyes widen even more, his legs shaking slightly "b-because i love you.. i-ill t-tell you..luka is my d-dead little b-brother..." your eyes widen and tear up slightly "o-oh alois im so sorry you didnt h-have to tell me.." he smiles "n-no its fine.. i wanted t-to.. i was talking out loud in my sleep wasnt i..?" you nod "thought so.. i tend to do that a lot.. i hope you get used to it.. because these are feelings t-that i cant shake off.. that no one can fix.. but maybe.. y-you could.." your eyes widen "h-huh? but how? im j-just an ordinary-" he interrupts you "your MY girl.. not an ordinary girl.. your c-capable of making me happy if you choose to.." your eyes widen even more as your heart was beating super fast "a-alois..." you sniff, you gasp softly as you realise tears were falling down your face onto alois's shoulder, he gasps too, looking up at you with tears in his eyes, you both stare into each other's eyes, you couldn't look away, uncontrollably, your lips got closer, gasping and both of you moving back slightly every two secounds, then all the sudden your lips crash into his soft lips, they wouldn't break apart, the kiss only got stronger, both your eyes closed.
you wanted to break away, but in a way you didnt, you only kissed deeper everytime you tried to back away, the warmth of his tongue against yours as he adds it into your mouth made you only want him more, you clench his clothing as he brings you closer, turning you around slightly as he places you softly onto the bed, not breaking the kiss, with all your might, you manage to push him away, he gasped and stared and you blushing, his and your eyes wide open. you wipe your mouth, get up, and run out, your face super red, you think "no, no, no! this is all wrong! no!" you run faster, you couldn't think straight, you ran, then you gasp and put your arms infrount of you, knowing that you tripped over your own feet, you feel gravity pulling your falling body down onto the wooden floor but then...

you landed into soft yet muscular arms, it was such a surprise since you expecting the hard floor to be the only thing to catch you.
you open your eyes slowly and you see a black haired man looking down at you, he fixes his glasses. "do be careful miss.." you nod, blushing slightly. "s-sorry for this.. i really am." he looks to the side. "its fine, it wasnt a problem."
you blink "Claude was it?" he nods once. "yes, now miss, i ask you, why are you out here without young master or any one else?" you look around "huh? oh! sorry i didnt know that i had to go here alone.. i-i can go back inside now!" he helps you sit upright "need questions? just ask me.." you nod and run inside.
once you are inside you scuff your feet "ah.. maybe i should say sorry for running away from Alois.." you reluctantly knock on his door and he opens it slightly "yyeess?" All the sudden your heart started to thump. "m-May i come in?" he nods as he opens the door fully "s-sure." he closes the door once you're inside and the blinds were down, it was pitch black. you walk into the room and alois was still at the door, you couldn't see thing, not even him. "sorry.. i was going to have a little nap.. let me open the blinds." he went to walk but bumped into you, you then tripped and he didnt care about himself, he cared about you. he reached foward and wrapped his arms around you, catching you from a fall. you both were held in that position, your chest was on his, you felt each other's heartbeat. you felt short of breath, you felt his breath on your lips, you close your eyes, feeling a tingling sensation through your lips and cheeks. he moves closer all the sudden his lips are placed on yours, you gasped softly but it was sort of expected. you kiss back, harder then what he was kissing you. you felt his tongue run along the frount of your teeth, demanding an entrance, you open your mouth, adding your tongue with his. he brings you closer, wrapping his arms around you more, clenching onto your clothing. you havent felt this feeling with anyone before and you were slightly confused.
it was different,
but you loved it.