Liverpool's Most Beautiful

😒Chapter.1😒

~Flash Back~ Rosalie (With Becky Moran)

This is where my story begins....
One morning I was in a beauty sleep, I had a dream that I was with my celebrity crush and the dream was going so well, the best part was about to come until
Kate (Mum): "Come on Kids get up for school"
I had my normal diva mood as usual, My mother says that she is getting sick to death of it, let's be fair she is a single mother, it's not like my father will help her at all and Bruce comes down the stairs like a zombie, he was on that xbox for way too long and yet again Jenna is constantly forgetting the comb, my diva moods were no ordinary diva moods this time, it was something else, I've been keeping this quiet for a very and I mean very long time.
(Three months)
Bruce: "We are heading off to school now"
Mum: "Ok Bruce, Ok Jenna,I'll pick you both up soon"
Jenna: "Ok, bye now"
I was planning on sagging school today, I knew I was going to get it again, another beating, I'm accused of stealing other people's boyfriends and I'm not like that, they know it's their boyfriends who flirt with me but for some reason they have it in for me yet again I don't know why.
My Mother notices that I'm not eating well enough and I'm not sleeping good enough either except for last night, I knew something was wrong, I just didn't want to say anything about it incase I have people at my back again.
Mum: "Why aren't you eating your breakfast?"
Rosalie (Me):"I'm not hungry"
Mum: "Don't say that you must be"
Me: "Mum, I'm not telling you this again, I'm not hungry"
Mum: "You must be sick"
(Feeling my temperature, I was at boiling point)
Mum: "Oh my God, we will have to take you the doctors"
Me: "No I'm going to school"
I never ever liked the doctors, I'd rather be torched in school than have nightmares about the doctors trust me. 
Mum: "Your not going your staying here!"
She rang the school and told them I wasn't going in because I wasn't feeling too good. She rushed me to the doctors and I was still wearing my school uniform.
Now if she finds out what's really going on with me then I'm gonna be so dead, even I don't know what's going on.
Last week end I was drunk at a party when I shouldn't be and I don't know weather this is the result of me not being too well.
The doctors told my Mother with my permission that I was pregnant at just aged 15.
My Mother wasn't angry with the fact that I was pregnant at this time, she is just angry because I wouldn't tell her in the first place and I wouldn't tell her who I was around with at the party, I was obviously that drunk that I could not remember.
The pregnancy was under 5 months and I went to take an abortion, I went ahead and I let it happen, now I feel so bad and I went against God's will, I'm never gonna forgive myself, I showed a sign that I couldn't forgive myself because I was carrying that scan picture with me all the time.
Until the next day... I was sent back into school and I got ribboned by the rest of the school bullies because I had slept with one of their boyfriends apparently.
And yeah apparently, according to Olivia James yeah Olivia means me (Rosalie) that I'm the biggest slut in the whole entire school. I was sick to death of it, I was gonna do self harm one day but Jenna had stopped me on odd occasions she told me that she is not worth it and I've never done it again since.
But my 1st best friend and a girl I called sister, her name was Becky Moran and bullying was that bad for her she actually did do self harm, That day when I went to get her back to class it was too late before I knew it Becky had hung herself.
Let's be fair her life was harder than mine, she had enough to put up with and as usual no one had gave 2 fucks only me and my side of the family, she suffered depression and was racially abused, I was one of her friends that actually attended her funeral.
Life moves on 12 months later and I became friends with a new girl in my school called Courtney Diamond, so I just hung out mwith her instead. She knew how I felt, the bullies kept coming egging her house and that's why the whole Diamond family moved closer to me.
I think this is all about jealousy, it's something that we have and they do not have.
Courtney: "Just ignore them Rosalie, they are just jealous of you because you get all the boys and they hate it"
Me: "Your right, hey I think we should hang out sometime"
Courtney: "Where about?"
Me: "How about Liverpool 1?"
Courtney: "Perfect, it's closer to home"
I asked my Mother if I could go out with Courtney and I'll be home at a reasonable time. She was ok with everything and now it's all working out, My friend and I got ready to go.