Liverpool's Most Beautiful

🕐Chapter.67⌚

I'm so glad that Summer decided to take it from my point of view and realises that there isn't just Fandango, there are plenty of fish in the sea. However I realise how important friendship is when I meet up with Alex on our day off and she tells me about before and after her marriage with Wade before she got with Adrian then Seth.
(I sit in the back garden with Alex and we have a beer and chat)
Alex: "Hey Rosalie"
Me: "Hey Alex, how are things going?"
Alex: "Just nothing, I've been ok since losing the Divas Championship but no matter what I'll get it back one day"
Me: "It was all Wade, he is always covering his sisters arse"
Alex: "That's so true, listen, I was just going back to my selfish times when I was younger and I want you to realise the seriousness of this Barrett situation that's happening now"
Me: "Ok what is it?"
Alex: "Before I married Wade, Adrienne was my close friend before you and I'm gonna tell you this right now, she is not the same girl that she used to be, I'm telling you the God's honest truth"
Me: "Ohh k"
~ Alex's Flashback~
So Alex tells me that she only just left college and she wants to travel the world like I always wanted to so Alex and I have the same dream. She trained to wrestle and who was at the same training sessions as Alex? Yes Adrienne was. Adrienne wasn't always the bad girl, she was really talented and sweet until her brother took advantage, I personally believed that she only wanted Wade to be with Alex so it's no longer her problem but I personally believe yet again that Adrienne Barrett is a piece of crap. Adrienne changed her ways after Alex and Wade married, at first her and Alex were the best of friends but that changed when Adrienne was no longer the centre of attention in the Barrett family, Wade clearly told Alex that he doesn't want kids and he lived a snobby life style so 2 years later Alex divorced him, she only divorced him because Adrienne went and told her & Wade's parents a pack of lies about Alex. Wade wasn't happy and she should start to make it up to him from now on and since then that's where things have gone down hill today.
(Flashback paused)
Me: "She is one little sneaky twat!"
Alex: "I know, but I'll never forgive Wade for believing her lies over me"
Me: "He must know that he has been lied to"
Alex: "Of corse he knows, he just won't admit it"
~ Alex's Flashback Two~
So when Alex decided to divorce Wade, she met Adrian Neville after 1 year of though the divorce with Wade (2011). This is where I came in the scene in December 2012, I was newly signed at the same time as Alex, she was given a contract too after all the hard work she put in for years to get to the company and that's when I met Corey and to the present day of being with Oliver and my closest friends and family too.
Alex: "She is jealous of the both of us, but let me tell you why she hates you, because it's simple you are my close friend like she was and she obviously hates our bond, but it's a bond that she can never ever break and if she manages to do that then good for her but this crazy shit is not gonna happen"
Me: "So it's ok for her to have friends but it's not ok for you to have other friends?"
Alex: "Thank you that's the point that I tried to prove to her but yet again she is like her brother and they both won't admit to their failures, they think they are always right when they are not!"
Then it did get to me, I have to keep this friendship with Alex strong and now I know why she is angry with Wade, at first I obviously had no idea at all, but give her a due she had been though a lot like me. Only one person made me keep this promise and her name is Becky Moran, that girl made me protect Courtney Diamond and stop trouble as soon as it gets to us.
~ My Flashback~
I just went back in time in my head, God I wish I could of done something different if the clocks could turn back to them times. Because if I could then I would of saved her life but when she told me that she wanted to be independent well that told me something, maybe she really did want to die that badly. I understand why she done it but the shit could of easily of been delt with or possibly avoided. People say what she did was an easy way out for her and it was a so called cowards way out but I personally disagree, I don't think it is, I think that what she did was very brave, she is the bravest girl I ever met, every other person I knew who tried to do that to themselves including myself, no one could do it but she was successful and that's why I disagree with people who say she did it for a easy way out because life wasn't easy for herself or me.
I was wishing that she'd wait for me to finish or I'd wait for her to finish and I feel so guilty for her suicide, if I'd of been there I wouldn't be putting up with this regret today, infact that was the biggest regret I made but then again I didn't know, I thought that she wasn't that type of girl but the last words From her to me were
"I'm not a good friend to you am I?", why would she say that. My response to that was "You've always been a good friend to me, I've learnt a lot from you just please don't say that". She went the toilet and I went to get water and that's the distance between life and death. I could of saved her life without living this regret.
When the funeral happened I obviously turned up and my family did too to support me. When I saw Becky's Mum I felt bad that day because I was the one who broke the news of her daughters death, I was the one who had to do the most difficult but right things by calling the police too, I couldn't bare the body hanging any longer, when she looked at me, I also looked to and I was the first one who Becky's Mother used to hug because she knows that I was like a sister and her words to me where. "Thank you for supporting and being there for my daughter, this isn't your fault, shit happens, I'm hoping for my daughter to watch over you in heaven because you looked after her and you cared, you were the last person to see her alive but you didn't do the damage, we are more than thankful for your help".
It was that bad the bullies had the nerve to go the funeral and that made me sick to my stomach and that's why I would of took every opportunity to leave Liverpool but I knew all along I was disgracing the city and my family so maybe I made a big mistake or maybe I didn't but I was convinced.
(My Flashback ends from there)
Me: "And she was burnt, she was burnt and they laughed at her and when I went though year 11 they came after Courtney and I"
Alex: "That documentary is out as well"
Me: "What documentary?"
Alex: "The Becky one"
Me: "Oh shit, this is going to he terrible, her family and I will be really humiliated!"
(Luckily it was just a DVD and not on TV)
It would be on the internet to look up but they'll never know about that and if they do, well the show must go on, we'll have to stay strong for Becky's sake!