Liverpool's Most Beautiful

🍷Chapter.51🍷

I was asleep and I pictured myself in time, images were coming back from when I was sweet 16.
I was around my cousin Casey and it was the event of my sweet 16th birthday party too.
~Flashback~
Me: "So Casey how are you?"
Casey: "I'm fine what about you?"
Me: "I'm great, everything is great"
Casey: "Don't be think that I'm stupid because I'm not you know"
Me: "What are you talking about?"
Casey: "You know damn well what I'm taking about, your having sex aren't you?"
Me: "Well I can explain"
Casey: "You know you have to tell your mother about this right?"
Me: "Yeah of corse I will"
Casey: "Good because if you won't tell her that your being naughty then I will!"
~ End of flash back~
Back then I was abusing alcohol although it was against the law to drink under eighteen and when I woke up back then I realised how much of a stupid girl I've been and it realise for the first time that I don't have to be guilty for taken away human life and it wasn't my intension to become pregnant in the first place and I personally believe that I was set up by people from my school back then.
I acted like the whole world was against me and in the end I let go of my wine at aged eighteen and I started to calm down a little, Another flash back kicks in.
Me: "Mum I'm very sorry for putting you through this terrible time, I'm such a stupid girl, I should of known better than to do that, I'm a huge disappointment to you and Jenna and all of us"
Mum: "No don't ever say that, it's my fault I only cared about myself, I was the selfish one"
(She held me close to her that day)
Me: "I just feel as though I've been stabbed in the back by people at school and I have a feeling that some people are keeping secrets"
Mum: "Now I think it's time to tell you this now your 18, ok how am I gonna put this?... Give me a second"
(She paused for a little)
Me: "What is it?"
Mum: "You had a twin sister called Debbie"
Me: "Shut up, really?"
Mum: "No I'm not kidding, she was taken by some crazy woman because she had lost her own child by death and I gave birth to you two so she took Debbie and you were the only girl I had left before Bruce and Jenna"
Me: "Do you think I'll find her one day?"
Mum: "She'll be dead by now, it's been 20 years since she was taken, no one will find her and she'll never remember us"
(I wake up and I have a good feeling that Debbie is still alive and is around living in England and she's not far from Alex, by the way it's all down to the gut feeling)
When I got up in the middle of the night, I still never told Bruce and Jenna about my twin sister who is also their sister too, they had no idea, I just keep quiet about it and I wake up in the night to go the little corner shop to get a bottle of lemonade.
I clearly believe that there is more to that story than what I went off on what my mother told me when I was 18.