Liverpool's Most Beautiful

❗Chapter.68❓

Then I think to myself Why? Why did something have to happen then all of a sudden music was playing.
Me: "HaHa very funny!"
Alex: "What is it Rosalie?"
Me: "Someone is playing Michael Jackson's single why just after I was saying Why. Because all these questions are going though my head and I clearly don't understand why these things have happened to us"
Alex: "Well I don't know why too"
After that I guess I just had to enjoy my beer because I've got nothing else to enjoy and I had to stay with Alex for a while because Seth is out somewhere but God knows where!
Me: "Alex do you think Seth is cheating?"
(This is a question that I'll probably regret asking but it's fine now)
​Alex: "No why do you ask that?"
Me: "He had been off the scene for a long time hasn't he?"
Alex: "Well you could be right but he might be around Dean and Roman"
Me: "Roman and Dean don't get along with Seth no more after what happened"
Alex: "Oh oh my God, I better phone him!"
I just cannot believe that she's flapping over him. I personally think that she should of stayed with Adrian but then again it's her life and her choices but if she was me back when I was fifthteen she wouldn't have sex so who am I to talk?
(Alex's phone call to Seth)...
Alex: "Seth can you hear me?!"
Seth: "Yes Alexandria, I can hear you clearly, why are you really worried about me?"
Alex: "Quick question, are you cheating?"
Seth: "No I'm not cheating on you, why do you think that?"
Alex: "You've been off the scene for a while and your not friends with the other 2 anymore so who are you knocking around with?"
Seth: "I'm around my personal friends who I haven't seen since school, they are guys!"
Alex: "Oh ok, love you"
Seth: "I love you too Alexandria, I'll have to let you go good night"
Alex: "Goodnight"
(Phone call ends)
Alex: "So he isn't cheating, he is just having a reunion week with his former school friends"
Me: "At least we know for defiantly that he isn't doing what we thought he was doing"
Alex: "True"
Then it got late and we were still up and I started to cry a little, I knew I wasn't going to see Oliver until time now.
​Alex: "Rosalie, what's up?"
Me: "It's nothing, I just miss Oliver"
Alex: "Everything is going to be ok Rosalie, I promise, just please trust me"
Me: "Alex, I wish I could but I don't know what to do, it all depends, My heart is telling me to leave the WWE and my head is telling me not to"
Alex: "All I can say is, if Oliver was here then he'd tell you to do whatever makes you happiest"
And she is right because it is something that he would say because he only ever wanted me to be happy and that's why it cannot wait until Oliver and I marry.
Me: "Your right, my career makes me happy and he makes me happy, I can't have it both ways and I know that I'm gonna get married soon so I don't have to worry so I'll stay"
Alex: "Ok"
She hugs me and I'm still crying, she tells me that everything will be ok and she is like a best friend sister that I've never had although Debbie and Jenna have been there.
Me: "I know that he never left me on purpose, he left me because he needed to get a job closer to home and look after his son, my son and our daughter"
Alex: "Wait Oliver has a son?"
Me: "Yeah, his son is called Ralph, he is a little blonde boy, I haven't seen him yet but one day I'll see more of him, he's my future step-son"
Alex: "Oh, so he must be older than Daniel and Lydia?"
Me: "Thats because.... He is older than Daniel and Lydia"
Alex: "Oh right, so do you think you'll be a good Step- Mom?"
Me: "If I'm a good mother to my own kids then I think I'd be a good step- Mother"
​Alex: "Well good luck with that one day"
Me: "Thanks I'm gonna need it"
​Alex: "No worries"
I eventually got the chance to calm down and I got some sleep, I've never been so worried about Oliver in my whole entire life and I'm sure that he is thinking of me somewhere, wherever he is I just know it.