⚠️ Warning: Mention of rape, drugs and killing of a child ⚠️
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Morning had come, Zack felt like he hadn't slept at all. All he could think about was that man and your past. You could hear growls and wake up.
"Zack are you okay?" You turn over and rub the sleep from your eyes.
"No..."
You sat up and look at him. "Why what's wrong? Didn't get much sleep?"
"Yeah but not only that."
"Than what is it? Did something go wrong with your assignment?"
"No, it went fine."
"What is it then?" You started to get frustrated.
You got no reply, "if you're not going to tell me, I'm going for a shower." You turn to make your way to the bathroom.
"I saw it... I saw what you've been working on... You know... The man that brought you..."
You stop in your tracks, hand resting on the door.
"You weren't supposed to see it. Well not yet at least." You squeeze the frame.
"Why didn't you say anything?" Still, both of you had your backs to each other.
"Cause I don't know where he is yet... All I know is where he's been and that's it..." You turn to make your way back to the bed.
The moment you've been dreading. You sat on the edge of the bed. There was silence, you took a deep breath. Started to tell Zack everything that happens.
"His name is Robert Shores... The day he brought me, he already had five other girls... I was the youngest, the others were about 13 to 16..."
Zack turns to face you, he listens to your every word.
⚠️ - Mention Of Rape
"After we got to complex he had us all separated into rooms... The room had a bed, a desk and a small dining table. All I could hear were cries and screams... I guess they were getting rape or hurt... Probably both... Robert came in, licking his lips... He was disgusting, it made me sick. Even thinking about it makes me sick... Anyway, he was talking all nice and shit. Like he'll take care of me as long as I take 'care' of him..."
Zack gets a closer seeing that you had balled your fist. Didn't want you to pierce your hand again. Takes hold of your hands. You look at him and look down to your hands, give him a squeeze.
"He went to sit next to me on the bed. I got up try run to the other side of the room. He grab me, pulls out his dick... He tries to push me down to..." You pause you really did start to feel sick.
"Suck him off... I somehow manage to get out of his grip, ran for the table. I saw a knife well a butter knife and grab it. He came storming over grab me by the hair, sat in the chair. And try again..."
You look back at Zack see he was pissed. Then you smile, which confused him.
"I try to push away from him, I cut his dick off! Teach him to try and rape me!"
Zack smiles a little, till you started talking again.
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"It was probably then that they took the photos. He kicks me back, my head hitting the table. Splitting the back of my head open, I was knocked unconscious. There was some of my blood and from him."
You felt the back of your head to find the gash. Then showing him, he gentle touch it.
"I think it took a few days for me to come around. A few women came in, I think they were checking up on me. I didn't see Robert for a bit. It had been a few days after I regain consciousness, I saw him."
You pause, it started to get too much. You pull your knees into your chest. Zack pulled you into his lap holding you tight.
"You don't have to keep going..." He spoke softly.
⚠️ - Drugs
"No, I'll finish... He drags me out of the room, into another one. Threw me down chucks a gun at my feet... I didn't get what he wanted. I just stared at him, I hear groans and cries. I turn around and saw a girl. She must have been maybe 12 not much older than us. But she was drug out of her mind. Don't think she could do anything but lay there, or she knew what was going on. He picks up the gun shove it in my hands.
⚠️ - Child Killed
'Shoot her!' I said I couldn't, I wasn't a killer. He says 'she fucked, she useless. Kill her or I kill you. If you don't kill her, you're fucking useless!'
I just stared at the gun and back at her. I could have sworn I heard her say please. I walk up to her, held the gun to her head..."
A tear rolled down your cheek... "I-I... I pulled the trigger..."
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"So that was your first kill then?"
"Yes, not as good as your though." You laugh slightly.
"And after that, I kept killing. I had to kill to stay alive, to be useful. Till a year and a half later I manage to escape. Made my way back to the orphanage but by then you were already gone. So I grab Kit and left. Spent the next year and a half wondering the streets. Killing anyone that tried to hurt me, just trying to stay alive and find you. Till one day Dad came along... I tried to kill him, but all he did was take the hits. And apologised for everyone that hurt me and did me wrong. At the time I thought he was crazy. Told me he would look after me, and didn't want anything in return. I just laugh and said nothing in this world is free."
"So I guess he took care of you, gave you everything you never had."
"Yeah, something like that. He had a meeting, and it went south." You smile, had a little maniacal laugh creep out.
"I saw a letter opener, grab it off the desk. Slash the guy's legs, making him fall to the ground. I jump on him, repeatedly stab him while laughing. Yelling out die you bastard die. Mustn't have been a site to see. A 13-year-old girl laughing her head off while killing someone. I guess that's why he wants to keep Ray close. He doesn't want her to be like that... Like me..." You let out another laugh.
"Ha too late, she's already a killer. Plus she just as screws up as us." He tries to assure you.
"I kinda guess that I did read her profile. All she ever wanted was a family. Don't think it's too much to ask for." You play with his blood stain jacket. He was still wearing from last night.
"At least she has a family, thanks to you." He tilted your head up and kissed you.
"Fuck I miss you!" You pulled away from the kiss.
"I miss you fucking more." Lightly bite your lip. You just laugh at him, bury yourself back into his chest. Taking in his scent, and warmth. "Let's go take that shower."
"Zack I love you, but I don't feel up to it." You try not to hurt him.
Click his tongue, "tch I don't mean sex. I mean just a shower. Then we'll have breakfast."
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Kill To Stay Alive - Zack x Reader (Angels of Death)
Fanfiction(Y/N) just came back from her assignment. Only to learn that her old closest friend is to be executed, later that day. (Y/N) tries to put a plan to together, but fail. Her Father who is also her Boss finds out what she's doing. Makes arrangements t...
