This Is My Story.
Im AJ, Im Just A Kid
I Have Dreams That I Really Want To happen On My Life Or Some Moments...
Sometimes I wanted to get some attentions for some people.
Attention that they will notice u in a good way, Or like seeing you doing such a good stuft
But i don't always got it...
But Ive Been Noticed...
They Notice The moments that i don't want people to see it.
Like Falling Off Some Chair,Got Hit By A Ball, Or Like Some Ppl Thinks Ur A Bully...
I HATE THAT
I Feel So Depressed.. But Not Bcuz Of That...
There Was This Time That.. I wanted to sing and play a guitar on my school
But then?It Happened on some other student
It always happen to me...
DO A KARATE
DO A AMAZING DANCE
PPL SEE U THAT UR SMART
HAVE A SUPRISE FOR YOU
BUT WHAT!?
IT HAPPENED TO SOME OTHER PPL!
ALL THE THINGS I WANTED TO ME! IS HAPPENING TO SOME OTHER PPL.
WHAT IF THINK THAT I'LL GET EMBARRASED,Make Fun Of,Get Bullied
Is it going to happen to them?
NO! IT HAPPENS TO ME!
I feel like this is a PUNISHMENT FOR ME BCUZ OF MY SINS....
Like why would this happen to me?
I NEED AN ANSWER
But im not saying like i wanted to HAVE A LOT OF ATTENTIONS
I JUST DON'T WANT TO BE LEFT OUT
AM I JUST AN OPTION?
You'll be here with me If No One's With You
Even like im ur friend
Its OK FOR U IF IM NOT WITH U
ITS OK FOR YOU THAT I CAN DISSAPEAR IN UR LIFE.
IM JUST AN EXTRA...
I can't explain My Problems To Ppl
BCUZ EVEN ME DON'T GET IT
Ppl say that its like a Sun And a Moon That Ur Going To Shine When Its ur Time.
But im Not the Sun or the Moon
Im those Rocks, THAT IM SO USELESS EVEN THE UNIVERSE DOESN'T CARE IF I DO STUFF
I Don't Shine..Even If I did...When Time Passes by...Its Just A Wind That Passes By.. You're just going to feel it and be goned..You'll See It And Like.. Nothing Happened..
See?Ur Confuse Bcuz Wind(Air) Cannot See. AND THAT'S IMPOSSIBLE JUST LIKE ME....IM NOTHING
-NO POINT
See? Ur not inspired by Me
Cuz Its Really Hard To Inspire Ppl When i Can't Even Understand My Self And Cannot See whats the Point Of My LIFE.
-A POINTLESS STORY
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